I have been through so much pain, and that pain has been to understand why my life had been that way. I have worked so hard to solidify my ability to be the best version of myself, through pain, suffering and positive action. I have stared all of it in the face and understood that all the problems I was having were unconscious things linked to my childhood. I will no longer react unconsciously. I have dealt with my childhood trauma, seen my behavior for what it was, and why it happened.
