Confusion

This sh*t sucks — So, I never thought I would have to write something like this, but here we are. Last winter, I, a soon-to-be college student, was diagnosed with ASD, or autism spectrum disorder. Specifically, my diagnosis is classified as ASD Level 1, formerly known as Asperger’s Syndrome. It has been six months…

Healthcare loves to confuse you in life with complex names — Seriously? How many of you have come across this problem when you have visited your physician over the years? I mean, we all went to school to learn all about languages right? I noticed that when I studied psychiatric nursing it’s a different ball game altogether, our healthcare systems bank…

My journey beyond the cancer seas. I remembered to stop. I remembered to just put it all down. Im having a still moment this afternoon, I didn’t turn up to meetings or make the calls I needed to. Its just me and the cat on the blanket at the back…

Yet another occurrence that may seem unreal is the Mandela Effect, which is characterized by collective memories of past events that are completely fabricated in reality. One example occurs when many people around the world mistakenly believe that Nelson Mandela, a South African anti-apartheid leader who died in 2013, is…

Trauma. Is there an end to it? Is there an expiration date when it will not have an effect on me? Would I stop having heat waves of thoughts of self-doubt and self-sabotage? Will it stop affecting my perfectly good mood, my perfectly good day, and my perfectly good relationships…

Silent pleas — In towns that smell of deserts, I wandered, lost in thought, Whispering sands carried tales of our lost love, dreams we fancied. Yet amidst the crowd, my heart yearned for true connection’s tide, Seeking realness, as its meaning faded, I questioned deep inside. Within the mirage, authenticity shimmered, waiting to be seen, While venomous whispers…

When writing or talking, I have a habit of saying too much to most people. I like to lead into things so people can get a full understanding of where I’m coming from. I think understanding the person you are conversing with will tend to lead to a better outlook…

How long do you sleep every day? There is always a deep connection between sleep and death. In my sight, sleeping is a kind of death. Furthermore, we die when we are asleep. To be honest, we do not play any role in our environment except for producing more carbon…

Throughout the annals, great importance has been placed on pursuing happiness. Philosophers, psychologists, and artists have dedicated themselves to exploring why happiness is the ultimate aspiration, the culmination of all our desires. Yet, I find myself pondering: What is happiness to them? Curiously, their attempts to define it often end…