I’ve had the most success with reputable eating disorder clinics that are accepted by insurance. They must meet the up-to-date protocol for EDs. Many therapists think they know how to treat EDs, when they are completely ignorant of the standard protocol that works best and is what is covered by insurance.

My alcohol idea wasn’t the best.

I’ve realised having lots to drink in the day while trying to hide it from my parents very near impossible. I also hate the lack of control. Especially with food. It just makes me eat more.

A fifteen year old girl. Happy. No cares. Has friends,has fun. Has a boyfriend. You know what it’s like when you’re a teenager. I won’t say ‘think you are in love’ because then I’m saying that what I was feeling wasn’t real. It was real,I felt it.

Have you ever woke up after a really deep sleep and just for a moment nothing seems real? Unsure if you are awake or asleep. Open your eyes and you feel calm and contented,floaty. Just for one moment, everything feels like it’s ok. You stretch, wriggle your toes,you breathe. Then you open your eyes. Again. You glimpse around you,you’re still here,in…

A bit about me..

HI

My name is Ellen, this is my first time blogging ever!I do not pride myself in being a good writer, however I wanted somewhere where I am able to share and lay my thoughts. 
My main motivation behind my blog is to overcome and share my experience with my binge eating…

A never-ending vortex /

I’ve been trapped in a vortex of my own mind. Afraid of reliving the darkness of the past, I was convinced that stepping backwards, placing my toes on the shore where the sand meets the sea, I would lose myself once more. I was ignorant; perhaps I still am, because sometimes the only…

The disease of addiction …

Addiction begns with the hope that something outside of yourself can instantly take away the emptiness inside.

When i would think about addiction I would only think of drugs, and the junkie on the streets shooting up to just through the day, but I have…