It is natural that do not ask If you love yourself, or do not do . Because YES means vanity and NO means mental illness .
at the end I hate myself and there is no reason, just want to kill mysalf without saying goodbye to any one.
They will not know they love me only when I go , maybe .
Reading your response made me tear up, because trying to undo damage I inflicted on my kids during a mental health crisis is the hardest thing I’ve ever done. I know that my daughter, in particular, suffered damage due to both my shaky mental health and the resulting addictions. Additionally, because I fell apart, she was left with her father, who…