A Sigh While Agonizing

It’s another day
my heart has drowned in blood
I think that’s a scream
Ripping through my throat

The sun has died and buried itself in the night sky
There’s a niggling musk of fear…

If There is a God

If there is a God why would he require that you find him?
that you set your intention
relax, be mindful
pray the proper prayer
think of the proper people at the proper time
rituals
why would he require you explore and read?
follow and move?

Alex, I am sorry it is a bad week. It does sound bad, not like complaining.

I was depressed when I was your age. Well, I guess I don’t exactly know your age but I am talking about when I was a teenager. I had to learn the difference between my voice and the voice of my depression and writing helped. Like Jaime says. Still…

LOVE

Don’t fall in love with my beauty
It will fade.
Don’t fall in love with my smell
It’s Chanel. 
Don’t fall in love with my words
Just pleasing you with them.
If you want to fall for me
Love the dimple on my left cheeks when I smile
For they’ll always stay.
Fall in love with my eyes
And their longing stares.
Fall in…