The Disappearing Soldier
The story of the Australian serviceman with PTSD who flew halfway around the world to die alone on the side of a mountain.
By Kathryn Joyce
I am sorry this happened to you. I am sorry you carry this. Our fears and panic attacks are mostly neuroligic and not cognitive. It is the primal part of our brains that are protecting us from danger, in your case the sheer sight of a shamrock or certain streets in Hollywood are imprinted on you and and can trigger it. If you haven’t heard of or…
How well I understand the triggers from childhood trauma. My story is very different than yours, but the visceral reactions are the same.
It is good that we are exorcising our demons through writing. Spilling our guts on paper and liberating our souls in the process.
Thank you for writing this, especially for this guy who was solo crying mess for several parts of the conference and felt shameful.
First off, xoxofest was probably the safest place to feel ANYTHING. We are surrounded by 1,000 introverts! Still, as first…