It’s my diary, a very personal piece of writing. I will record all the experiences, learnings, events, stories, and dramas with my turbulent spirit behind them. However, the humour here is that I’ve learnt to injunct most of the emotional expressions to conceal the feeling. To take advantage of a superior tactic in poker that applies to any daily cases. But at some point, I became a slave of this strategy, failing to identify what the advantages are. Only an ostensible lifestyle is left. This feature of mine makes my writings raw, but perhaps the most honest and humble.
