Lonely Babble

So many nights spent in a dark room-
With nothing else to feel but alone.
I chuckle at the things I have done to feel wanted-
What a waste of time it was.
After all… Nothing changed.

I read this article with a deep, eye rolling sigh. The author somehow mistakenly believes that since he did not use geometry (or thinks he does not use geometry or algebra, but more on that in a second) that somehow, elementary mathematics are somehow not as important as learning how to build a financial model on a spreadsheet. Math For Real Life (tm…

Feeling detached and dark today

Feeling?

I don’t feel at all

Living in shell of a trap today

Living?

I don’t live at all

Some would say

Caci-Maki itu telah jadi ‘Makanan’ Sehari-hari.

Atas nama kebebasan dan berlindung di balik identitas palsu, lalu sebebas-bebasnya melontarkan cacian, makian, dan hinaan di dunia maya. Sungguh menjadikan kita manusia yang hidup dalam kebablasan dan kehilangan kesejatian sebagai manusia. Apakah karena kita sebagai pelakunya…

love songs for Frisco

I tried to write a song about elevator blues and greens and yellows
but when it all comes crashing down
it’s just another shade of brown
another monochrome for this soulless town
a cousin to its shades of gray

Aperitivo

I never liked it either-way.

Stress, that is.

It is stifling, constricting and causes a level of negatively inclined catharsis.

Not every time work, sometimes just sleep.

BECAUSE I CAN

Thursday Feb. 25, 2016

I go on. Because I can.

Try things, because I can.

Do good where and when I can, because I can.

I give value to my life by what I give …