On a downward spiral,
I plunge deeper and deeper.
Inside the mossy waters
from once where I had begun. I see myself,
In Anger, Sadness, Self-loathe,
And I submit to all the negative emotions,
that I have to offer myself.
I let myself submerge in it completely,
For I know only when I won’t be able to breathe
Will I RISE again. Only this time in consciousness,
In full awareness,
I look inside myself.
Dark.
Pitch black.
Hatred for everything outside,
because hatred is what I feel for myself inside.
