My Artist Journey
From Living In Isolation To Living In Abundance
I have written some essays and articles about my journey. Still, I needed to write it down again for my own sake, mainly before the dreaded imposter syndrome crushes me, as I’m still fragile after my brain surgery in October. And if you’re a creative artist, composer, writer, or, like me, the whole shebang, it’s so easy to end up there!
In The Beginning…
In some small way, I have always had the brain of an inventor/explorer/creator, but there have been periods when I haven’t been so creative. But the essence of the creator of me was founded in early childhood. So, looking back at that, I can only be grateful and appreciative to my parents, who let me be who and what I am today.
But, as in many lives. I had my period of sadness and loss before I could become what I am today. So this is my artist journey, my “Artist Awakening.” ( It’s also the subtitle to my Flowmusic I that I am composing exclusively for my fellow creators in CreativeWorkHour!)
2020, Beginning of April
Close to six years, I had been paralyzed by a relationship that had crashed and nearly made me end my life. I was let go of psych care and described as ‘untreatable.’ My panic disorder and agoraphobia made me more…