Static, electric, heart
The feeling in my chest seems to be a tightness
I can breathe however it seems that through the breathing there is something raw
That raw feeling feels like a trapped emotion or something else
One emotion it might be is fear, so like a block
When I don’t have this, I’m lighter and don’t hesitate
Ironically, this rarely has happened, but it’s happening now
My guess is the most recent big setbacks financially in our business
This gave me a sense of panic deep in my spirit
The latest set back on this entrepreneur journey, it was company killing
There’s space to bounce back, but no easy way forward without more capital
Because most of our investors wrote us of, and one got behind us, then maybe there’s a couple undecided
That feeling in my chest has given me a dread that evolves into procrastination
Because there’s no reason I can’t write an investor update, I’m just procrastinating.
It’s also that I had about ten investors that I have to email directly because of a gmail spam bug.
So it’s that fear. I believe there is an upper trajectory path to grab momentum.
The goal is $10,000/mo in revenue — we have three plans 36/mo, 75/mo, 1000/mo (chrome extension included)
So we’re aiming for those outcomes
Because I have real responsibilities I need revenue, contract job, or FT job, or a salary from additional investment
We could improve on investor updates, at the same time, we’d like investors to be proactive within reason. I’m also always down to do a meeting or phone call
So this came out from the heart, I don’t feel as tight as before. My chest feels lighter
There’s a slight residue of angst/heavy breathing
I don’t know what to make of it
Either way, look like I’m doing the right thing
It’s working like it worked in the past