Baffled Conviction by Eldar Satymov
Vanish with it
Wherever it goes
Sands of sorrow overwhelm my existence
Thrown together in a world of dualities
A vortex of unjustified pain demolishes naïve dreams
Pretending to know where I belong
Huh, imprisoned by howling layers of perception
A piece of damaged information flows back and forth
Stuck within conceptions
Find me in the murmurs of infinity
Conviction inevitable
A nosedive into continuum of accusations
Memory will remain
Evaluation of actions driven to fade of sanity
Pathetic beings all around collecting items of verification
Broken is the promise
What a waste it would be was it not all a vanity
Electrical charge through my veins
In an instant you’re there
Died one thousand times in yesterdays
A beautiful vibration torn apart
Power slips away between impure fingers
Blast of fever gains momentum
Triple dodge of society
I wave hand
I’m seen and it shifts up
Keeping me here
A statue has more freedom
Realm of paradoxes
Starvation for live destroys itself
Guilt sinks
Barriers cannot be removed
Distances immeasurable
Tentacles of paranoia feel usual
Journey of psychodelic calmness triggers an alarm
The amount of visual interaction between the corners of twenty rotating figures
Mind is liquefied flowing into uncertainty
Tragedy merged with comedy infinite number of times
Flashback forward hinders the disturbing trajectory
Hard to get away
Silence