Your Worst Thoughts, Impulses and Fears Don’t Make You a Bad Person, They Simply Make You Human

If you’re a male older than thirteen years old and you don’t have the occasional terribly disgusting thought when you bypass a gorgeous woman jogging, congratulations — by some folks standards you’re a better person than I am.
Unfortunately, by some folks standards I mean people who aren’t being honest. People like any male, older than thirteen years old who claims he hasn’t found himself in the above mentioned situation and thought to himself “God what the fuck is wrong with me?”
Ladies, if you thought you were off the hook, you are not. You are just as human as we are, don’t bullshit a bullshitter. Let’s all stop the charade and get honest for a moment, shall we?
If I followed my every impulse I’d die in prison. If I lashed out at every inconvenience, I’d have no time for anything else. If I believed every thought I have or considered even a third of them valid, I’d have already flew over the cuckoo’s nest.
Have you ever heard of someone in a terribly tragic or at least definitely not funny situation and immediately came up with some awful joke in your head that you would never dare say out loud to another human being?
No? Me neither.
My irrational thoughts and insanely bad ideas don’t make me a bad person, just a person. One whose honest and in touch with who he truly is. As well as one who is afraid at least once a day but refuses to let that fear cripple him. Today, I run towards it to see what I may find. To try and grow spiritually and get better every day in every way humanly possible.
Nobody has their shit all figured out, anyone who tells you they do is either a liar or a fool and I try not to associate with either. There’s not a person reading this who won’t have an impulse to say or do something they know they shouldn’t, today. Something they know they would never actually follow through with doing or saying, they are just thoughts. Just like all the others that have come and passed before it, this one too shall pass.
We’re all afraid of something, I don’t care who you are or how tough you believe yourself to be. Fear is apart of being human but so is the ability to overcome it. To face a healthy amount of it every day and move past it.
Unfortunately, we will all follow through with more than a few of our terrible ideas. We will be guided by our worst impulses, fears and thoughts from time to time. Being human doesn’t excuse us from our actions or lack thereof. It just makes occasionally succumbing to such, inevitable for all of us.
Some make worst mistakes then others. Some are controlled by their thoughts, fears and impulses rather than learning to eventually control them. Why bother to judge another who simply sins differently than you do? Knowing the day may come when you need a pardon for the wrong you vehemently criticized and ridiculed them for. The Universe has a sick sense of humor and tends to love irony. So try and remember, we’re all just human.

