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We’re a Bad Influence because we INCITE change through inclusion, thought and creativity. We imagine a world where people can think critically, express themselves, and thumb their nose at the status quo, together.

I’m no longer scared

I Am The Demon

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Haunted by words I never speak
Trying to find redemption in silence
And although the demons in my head
never sleep
I’m forever seeking forgiveness in the margins
Seeking red in a garden of black orchids
Trying to find a quiet place among dead roses

Forever and ever
been standing on my feet
chasing bygones
on the faceless in crowded streets
Love me forever
promising I’ll never be tears at your feet
Love me never
if to end up your bitter sweet

So I reject kindness
with gentle resistance
fearing that the hand that feeds
is a hand bearing bad deeds
And a moment too long
is when it all starts going wrong
But I am not afraid
I swear
I’m not even scared
For I’ve been blessed
by the highest
Loving me even more
when not at my best

I can feel the devil’s hand
touching my shoulders
I can feel its warmth
giving false comfort
to all in the slow boiling pot
I know now I’m cursed
I’m no longer being chased
by the demons
I am the demon now giving chase

So I reject kindness
with gentle resistance
fearing that the hand that feeds
is a hand bearing bad deeds
And a moment too long
is when it all starts going wrong
But I am not afraid
I swear
I’m not even scared
For I’ve been blessed
by the highest
Loving me even more
when not at my best

@Anthony2025mdh30Vibes 1st

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The Bad Influence
The Bad Influence

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We’re a Bad Influence because we INCITE change through inclusion, thought and creativity. We imagine a world where people can think critically, express themselves, and thumb their nose at the status quo, together.

Anthony Cloe Huie (Choose Living Over Existing)
Anthony Cloe Huie (Choose Living Over Existing)

Written by Anthony Cloe Huie (Choose Living Over Existing)

Choose Living Over Existing(CLOE)Gender Free Writer(GFW), MartialArts-Auth"The Spirit That Guides Us" "Noir AM""The Lottery" https://twitter.com/dropoutgorgeous

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