Sweet Nectar

FILZA CHAUDHRY
Jun 26 · 1 min read
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Feeling lost and low

I cannot fathom life at times

It all gets too much

Finding myself in challenging situations

Everyone wanting a piece of me

Trying to please everyone

Trying selflessly to help

Not knowing the consequences

From my good deeds

Can backfire on me

Giving myself empathetically

Then wanting to hide

Trusting too easily

Hurting unexpectedly

Formulating addictions

Loneliness surrounding me

Contemplating my actions

Emotions taking over

Happiness a fleeting moment

Pain and suffering being all too familiar

Wanting to scream

Why can’t things just be?

I want the sweet nectar life offers

Not the bitterness and setbacks

Isolation and separation

Longing for that sweet resolution

Will it come??

I want it so desperately

Will it be within my reach??

Or will it be pushed further away??

Filza Chaudhry 2019 ©

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Writer, Poet, Creative Visionary — I am an awakened soul on my spiritual journey connecting with my higher self and conversing through my poetry.

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