There Is A Sadness~

Sinitta Leunen@sinileunen

There is a sadness deep within each of us that we struggle to contain
with our Jokes
our humour
our silence
just the deep endless pain
With each passing year this sadness grows
It consumes
yet showing no evidence of it presence
And it grows
yet taking away no visible space
With each passing year our silence shouts louder
yet no sound does it make
and we cry inside yet showing no tears
With each passage of another
one so much younger
so much like us
sadness builds its home as a monument
to its inevitability
evidence of our mortality
and still it grows

There is a sadness deep within each of us that we struggle to hide
with our madness
our violence
our inhumanity
just the endless pain deep inside
With each passing year this sadness controls
slowly we becoming its liege
its grip getting stronger with age
yet our facial and physical maintains
And it grows
and in coming in contact it sews
yet nothing visible grows
but in the mass silence everybody knows
So distance grows
without a word being spoken
loneliness becomes the only one
with whom their support not broken
you listening to Beres Hammond
try putting up a resistance
knowing there is an overnight plan
all worked out
keeping you from hand to mouth

There is a sadness deep within each of us making it a struggle to step
outside
And the sadness deep inside convinces us that happiness is best
on the inside
and we know deep down its lied
and it isn’t as if we haven’t tried
God knows how we’ve tried
I no longer want to be your mental illness
I no longer want to be your madness
I no longer want to be your silence
All I ask is a little human kindness
Cause you truly don’t know how it feels
to me
to see the world through my eyes
to awake wondering why I did not die
So I seek the darkness of avoidance
than to have one more telling me
there is just no more reason to cry
There is a sadness deep within making it a struggle to say
please just shut the fuck up~

@Anthony2020mdh30Vibes

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Anthony Cloe Huie (Choose Living Over Existing)
The Bad Influence

Choose Living Over Existing(CLOE)Gender Free Writer(GFW), MartialArts-Auth"The Spirit That Guides Us" "Noir AM""The Lottery" https://twitter.com/dropoutgorgeous