You’re too young

When Will I Be Old Enough~

You’re too old

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When will I ever be old enough
At first
I was just a child and needed your guardianship
Then came
my teenage years
Still trying to remember what the years were all about
Then came
a very narrow window of opportunity
Shortened by your
Constantly
Maligning
Reminding
Chastising
Before finally
expressing your
Abject
Objections
to my refusal
to grow up
while holding my chains
even tighter
than I can remember
being that of a child.

Never made it to the
BAR
Your disappointment
unless of course we speak of
Charley's Hideaway Happy Hour
Never made it to
Med School
Your disappointment
unless of course
credit can be given for my knowledge
of blues, reds, uppers and downers
Never Married into Royalty
Your disappointment
but it's ok ever since
I became a follower of
TARRUS RILEY'S

Then it became my responsibility
To be most responsible
I tried
Not to be disappointed
If visits were often to a bar
than to the BAR
Not to be disappointed
If mine were often prescriptions
than subscriptions
Not to be disappointed
If in finding company with the court jester
my guest
never having to find a place of register

But it's finally over
My work is done
I can now start over
Perhaps finally old enough
to do my own stuff
Old enough
to say to you
Enough~

@Anthony2023mdh30Vibes

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Anthony Cloe Huie (Choose Living Over Existing)
The Bad Influence

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