V1i4: “You’re Insane to Think About Death!” (Am I Really?)
Is my death obsession bad for me?
If you’re my Facebook friend you recently got an invite to like my page The Benefits of Contemplating Death. If we’re not friends on Facebook, don’t feel left out! Here’s your official invite (💌) to visit the link above and like my death page. Anyways, there’s nothing quite like telling everyone who you know, but haven’t talked to in ages, that you spend all your time THINKING ABOUT DEATH. Having just a little bit of a #vulnerabilityhangover.
For all of you who now think I’m insane since spend my time focused on death, I just want to let you know that you’re right! But you’re also wrong. Here’s what the research says about contemplating death:
It turns out the research isn’t that straight forward. A meta-analysis called, “When Death is Good for Life,” examines studies based in Terror Management Theory (TMT— I’ll explain that fun term in a bit). This analysis highlights findings that show thinking about death consciously (right… this… second…) increases the likelihood that you will adjust your goals to be more personally meaningful, instead of “status-oriented.” However, this meta-analysis also notes that unconscious thought of death— what you’ll be doing tomorrow once you’ve forgotten you ever read this article— causes people to uphold their worldview (i.e. core beliefs about life and the world). This can lead to excessive nationalism and increased support for war. You still with me? Good. Let’s dive a little deeper.
Conscious Thought of Death
Because you’re reading this article, you are thinking about death right now. This means that you have the opportunity let go of superficial goals in favor of goals you view as inherently meaningful. Let’s try it. I want you to answer these questions:
What would you change in your life if you knew you would live until old age?
For only 10 more years?
For only one more year?
A month?
What about a week or even just a day?
What is really important to you.
Take a minute or two to contemplate your answers, maybe even write them down. These questions are based on a meditation called “Contemplating our Priorities,” from the book “Being with Dying” by Roshi Joan Halifax. She describes the meditation as, “A way we can explore our priorities, given that death may come at anytime.” Did anything interesting come up for you?
In “When Death is Good for Life,” the authors discuss a couple studies done in 2009 that demonstrate conscious thought of death causes people to devalue superficial, or rather, “extrinsically oriented,” goals (think $$ and fame). This means thinking about death causes people place more value on intrinsic, internally generated goals. In these studies people were first asked to answer questions about pain (control group) or death. Afterwards they rated the importance of intrinsic and extrinsic goals. Half of the people rated goals right after answering the questions, and half of the people rated goals after a delay, when thoughts of death were no longer conscious. The people who rated immediately, who were consciously thinking about death, gave extrinsic goals low ratings.
If you, like me, sometimes get sucked into all of those things we “should” do, like take that practical job or get a degree in something that doesn’t inspire us, now we have a tool to realign ourselves. Thinking about death consciously and regularly might just help us to value society’s goals less, and our intrinsic goals more.
However, there is the flip-side to this study as well. People who had a delay between being reminded of death and rating goals, who were unconsciously thinking of death, gave excessively high ratings to extrinsic goals.
Unconscious Thought of Death
Terror Management Theory is a death anxiety theory that posits all of our actions can be traced to fear of death. As noted, studies based on this theory regularly conclude that unconscious thoughts about death cause people to uphold their worldview and reinforce their self-esteem. The previous study shows that this can lead to placing excessive weight on extrinsically generated goals. But there’s more. The same meta-analysis cites studies that show unconscious death thoughts can also lead to increased nationalism, more punitive judgments, and a desire for symbolic immortality. This results in actions ranging from harmful — prejudice, support for war and terrorism — to superficial — seeking fame or trying to identify into a larger, immortal, potentially abstract construct.
One such construct is justice. In an article by Julie Beck called, “What Good is Thinking About Death,” Beck discusses a study about judges in Tucson, Arizona. This study demonstrates that thinking about death will result in people upholding their worldview. In this study, 22 judges were asked to answer questions before setting bail for alleged prostitutes. The control group was asked personality questions. The studied group was asked two additional questions about death: “Please briefly describe the emotions that the thought of your own death arouses in you,” and, “Jot down, as specifically as you can, what you think will happen to you as you physically die, and once you are physically dead.” The judges who answered the death related questions set bail an average of nine times the standard bail of $50.
This study was also written about by three psychology professors in a book called “The Worm at the Core.” The authors sum up this case by saying, “The results showed that the judges who thought about their own mortality reacted by trying to do the right thing as prescribed by their culture. Accordingly, they upheld the law more vigorously than their colleagues who were not reminded of death.”
Excessive nationalism and punitive action aren’t the most desired traits, at least in my book. However, Caitlin Doughty, founder of The Order of the Good Death, has pointed out that TMT studies are based on a one-time exposure to death. These studies don’t show what would happen if someone thought about death every day for a month, or once a week for three months, or any other long period of time.
Additionally, Beck noted that since the original study, it’s been shown that only judges who think prostitution is inherently immoral set the bail higher. This actually reinforces TMT beliefs that thinking about death will cause you to uphold your own worldview. A judge who doesn’t think prostitution is inherently immoral doesn’t raise the bail, but is still upholding their own worldview. This points to something interesting: if your worldview is harmful, thinking about death will increase your belief in those harmful views. However, if your worldview is beneficial, then your positive beliefs will be bolstered instead.
Even though the authors of “When Death is Good for Life” repeatedly point out that confronting death causes people to uphold their worldview, harmful or beneficial, the authors’ were aiming to show positive aspects of typical responses to death. TMT based reactions to mortality salience (your own awareness of death) are all based on fear death. This fear (or avoidance of this fear) can, “Motivate people to enhance their physical health and prioritize growth-oriented goals; live up to positive standards and beliefs; build supportive relationships and encourage the development of peaceful, charitable communities; and foster open-minded and growth-oriented behaviors.”
However, these positive reactions to mortality salience still come from the belief that death is inherently terrifying. It’s sort of like saying, “If you’re afraid of death, here are benefits you can get.” But why would I want to live in fear? It’s the equivalent of being told, “You’d be in really great shape if the zombie apocalypse happened because you’d have to fight and run all the time.” To which I’m like, “I’ll take my slightly un-toned arms over zombies, thanks! Byeeee!”
Still, when I’m feeling anxious about my mortality, it is good to know that there are benefits I can get from fearing death. I can eat healthy food, and exercise to try to fend off death for a little while longer. This has the fortunate byproduct of giving me endorphins, and who doesn’t want those? I can also choose a positive worldview to uphold. Why not try, say, “Empathy for all,” or, “[insert your own constructive worldview here: ______]”? If I want to nail down a legacy, I could choose beneficial ways to gain symbolic immortality — give back to my community, champion a worthwhile cause, or do something else I personally find meaningful, like make ginormous glitter sculptures.
Meaninglessness
This brings me to the next theory that addresses thinking about death, Meaning Maintenance Model (MMM— not to be confused with the popular candy created by Mars, Inc.). MMM proposes that we have a need for meaning, and death threatens our ability to obtain said meaning. Beck mentioned that Steven Heine, one of the founders of MMM, noted studies based in Meaning Maintenance Model have found that thinking about death doesn’t affect people more than watching a surreal movie. This seems like a pretty extreme parallel to draw when you realize the logical conclusion of MMM is feeling like death renders all of life meaningless — on second thought, there are some pretty trippy movies out there, so I can see it.
Most people can relate to the thought, “What’s the point, we’re all going to die?” And for some this thought leads to (an understandable) existential crisis — nihilistic despair. But nihilism can also be liberating. If nothing is inherently meaningful, then you are free to choose what is important to you. Here’s how life coach and motivational speaker Alison Cebulla, puts it, “Contemplating death and finding some sort of lightness in it is the only way to maintain sanity. It helps remind me that in the end everything is futile so we should have fun while we’re alive.” That’s not so bad, is it?
Of course, if nihilism isn’t your thing you can seek meaning in religious, spiritual, and/or scientific beliefs. Many creeds offer explanations of death that can be comforting if you resonate with them. If that sorta thing doesn’t suit you then I suppose you’re doomed to existential terror. JUST KIDDING. Here are a few perspectives you can use to make mortality more manageable:
Choose to live in love.
In the recent interview I did with social worker and speaker Lisa Greig, she says, “Life throws at you two choices: fear or love. Right? If we allow ourselves to constantly live in fear, then suddenly, we’d just become paralyzed by our mortality.” Every second we make a choice to focus on what enlivens us or what scares us. Practice choosing love as much as possible. It’ll get easier as you do it more.
Find beauty in mystery.
If you don’t know what I mean, think of this quote spoken by Dumbledore, “After all, to the well-organized mind, death is but the next great adventure.” Or as J.J. Abrams says in his TED talk, “Mystery is the catalyst for imagination.” With the right perspective the unknown can be inspiring, intriguing, and exciting instead of scary.
Use your time wisely (or fun-ly).
You can use death to remind yourself that time is limited, which will make you more likely to use it wisely. BONUS: You get to choose what wisely means for your life. We might as well maximize our time while we’re alive, right?
Make the Most of Limited Time
There’s more to perspective #3 than the common refrain, “Live as if you’ll die tomorrow.” Which is good because, let’s be honest, this advice actually isn’t all that practical. In her article, Beck articulates the issue with this idea perfectly:
“Live every day as though it’s your last” is nice but profoundly unhelpful advice, when you know that today is probably not your last day. I’m not sure what I’d do if I was going to die tomorrow — round up all my loved ones and fly them to Paris? Or maybe just throw them a really nice dinner party, the kind where everyone ends up sprawled out on couches, overstuffed and warm from the wine.
Either way, I can’t do that today. I have to go to work.”
While living like you’ll die tomorrow isn’t realistic advice, there is something to the idea that confronting death will make you more appreciative of the time you have.
In a study called “Death, Life, Scarcity, and Value” done by Laura A. King, Joshua A. Hicks, and Justin Abdelkhalik at the University of Missouri, Columbia, people were found to value life more after being confronted with death. This study examined the scarcity heuristic, which states that humans believe scarce things are valuable. These researchers propose that when death is used as a reminder that life is finite, we will value the time we have more. Their results backed this up.
Participants in the study were randomly assigned one of two word-search puzzles to complete. The control group found pain-related words in their puzzles, while the experimental group found words about death. After completing the puzzle, participants rated items related to meaning and satisfaction with life on a scale from 1 (no meaning or satisfaction) to 7 (very meaningful and satisfying). People exposed to words that were death related reported that they felt about 7.14% more satisfied with their lives than the control group. (P<.0001 if you’re interested in that sort of thing.)
If you’re like me, you might be thinking, “Is 7.14% really that much better?” I’m not sure. But this study does show that there is an increased positive perspective on life after being confronted with death — or at least words about death. Tombstone, graveyard, mortality… there, I’ve just made you think your life is 7.14% better. You’re welcome.
I find it interesting that, as the authors’ say, “As predicted, after exposure to reminders of death, evaluations of life were uniformly more positive.” Why is this interesting? Because the people in this study weren’t prepped to think that they could get any benefits from thinking about death. They were just shown words like those listed above.
Imagine what the results could be if people were told that thinking about death could positively impact their lives, or if people were asked to reflect upon the impermanence of life everyday. Do you think satisfaction rates would be higher? I do. In Kelly McGonigal’s book, “The Upside of Stress,” she cites studies showing that people who are told stress will increase there performance on tests, actually have increased performance. It makes sense then, that people who are told thinking about death will increase their life satisfaction will actually feel more satisfied. This outcome seems especially probable since, as we just read, being exposed to death reminders does increase peoples’ positive regard toward life.
Anyone want to run a new death study with me?
The researchers of “Death, Life, Scarcity, and Value” also tested the value heuristic, which is the opposite of the scarcity heuristic — if something is valuable we’ll think it is rare. They found that psychologically and monetarily promoting the value of life, increases the likelihood of death thoughts. Funnily enough, this means that saying life is valuable makes people think of death, but acknowledging death helps people to appreciate life. As the researchers put it, “Reminding individuals of the reality of death may be more effective for promoting the value of life than directly reminding them of the value of life.”
So yes, reminding yourself that time is finite can help you to make the most of your life. Here’s how Caitlin Doughty puts it in her book, “Smoke Gets in Your Eyes,”
“When you know that death is coming for you, the thought inspires you to be ambitious, to apologize to old enemies, call your grandparents, work less, travel more, learn Russian, take up knitting. Fall in love.”
However, since we live in a culture where death is taboo, thinking about mortality can be really scary — who wants to be terrified all the time right? Won’t we be less afraid if we keep avoiding death? Not really. It’s been shown that people feel less anxious about their fears when they are exposed to them repeatedly. This holds true for the fear of death as well, as shown in the academic paper, “Death Anxiety: A Cognitive-Behavioral Approach.” Thinking about death more often, actually makes mortality less daunting. Even if this wasn’t the case though, there are other reasons that it’s better to think about death instead of deny it.
What’s Wrong with Death Denial?
Our society’s taboo on death has some unfortunate consequences, starting with complacency that comes from thinking we have plenty of time. Author Richie Norton summed up this idea in his essay, “How My Child’s Death Made Me Realize I Can’t Wait Another Second To Live My Dreams,” when he says,
“People wait until . . . until . . . until . . . They wait, and they wait, and they wait, until that fateful day when they wake up and realize that while they were sitting around, paying dues, earning their keep, waiting for that elusive ‘perfect time,’ their entire life has passed them by.”
Denying death can perpetuate our fear of mortality, and increase our complacency. But there are also practical/logistical repercussions to avoiding death:
You can get scammed.
The corporate funeral industry can play off your fear of death and your grief to convince you to pay a fuck-ton of money to keep their body, if not literally alive forever, preserved for as long as possible. They will sell you on the idea that your loved one can enjoy “eternal slumber” in a gold, diamond encrusted casket, lined with velvet in your Aunt’s favorite color — you catch my drift. Luckily if you address death ahead of time, you can plan what you will and won’t pay for. Also there are a new wave of funeral directors who are super death positive, and are working to actually help families instead of just toeing the corporate line. (Check out Undertaking LA if you’re interested in a death positive funeral home.)
You can get mistreated medically.
If you don’t address death ahead of time, you and your loved ones run the risk of being medically treated, or revived, in ways you don’t want to be. To prevent this. you can visit sites like The Conversation Project to fill out paperwork such as advance healthcare directives and living wills. Make sure to share this information with next of kin. It’s also a good idea to write down what you want your funeral to be like, so close family members and friends don’t have to guess while in the midst of grieving. If you’re not sure how to start this process, Lisa Greig gives this great advice in the interview I did with her:
“A great place to start with friends and family is, ‘Right now in your life, what does quality of life mean to you?’ For some people, living as a quadriplegic or paraplegic is great because there are so many advances now. It’s a no brainer. But for some, that’s not ok. For some people, living on a ventilator in a long term care facility at a young age is not ok with them. These are some of the options that it comes down to.”
You can die in the wrong place.
Studies show that, 80% of people want to die at home, but only 20% of people actually do! Even though it’s not always possible to die where you want to die, letting people know your preference will increase the chance of dying at your preferred location.
You can cause family members unnecessary distress.
According to The Conversation Project, “60% of people say that making sure their family is not burdened by tough decisions is extremely important. 56% have not communicated their end-of life wishes.” Without communicating your wishes to your loved ones, you put the burden of a lot of practical decisions on your family and friends — how the body should be dealt with, what the funeral will be like, who gets what possessions. By addressing death, you can let your family focus on their grief, instead of arguing over logistical issues. If you need help communicating end of life wishes, you can work with an end of life planner— Going with Grace is a great option.
I hear you saying, “Okay yeah so I get there are negative consequences of denying death, but is there anything good that comes from thinking about death?”
The Benefits of Contemplating Death
Besides avoiding the negative consequences of death denial above, I’ve found that thinking about death benefits me directly in many ways. Death reminds me to:
- show my loved ones how much I care about them
- appreciate how amazing every moment is
- live authentically, right now
- put the worries of everyday life into perspective
- feel connected to everyone
Why am I driven to do these things? Because I think those five points will be what I’ll reflect on at the time of my death. Sometimes I imagine dying unexpectedly and there’s always a few items I run through in my head. It goes something like this: “If I die now at least I’ve loved deeply, at least I’ve traveled, at least I’ve pursued my dreams.” The five benefits listed above connect directly to this thought.
While I’m alive, thinking about death helps put my fears into perspective. I’m still afraid of death. Not all the time, but there are still moments where I am twisted up by the idea of no longer existing which makes me feel very anxious. Going through hospice volunteer training allowed me to openly discuss the topic that I feared. This discussion helped me to see beauty in death, which had only ever been horrific for me before. Seeing this fear in a new light made me wonder if my other fears were actually as scary as I thought. Occasionally something I fear really does seem 100% awful, but as a U.S. citizen these are usually things that I’m very unlikely to experience. Torture, for example. Other fears, though, really aren’t that bad. For instance, getting rejected from a job. While this might totally suck, chances are there are other jobs out there. You still have all your limbs, you’re still breathing, you’re not in excruciating pain AND you’re still capable of looking for other jobs. When you see it this way, all of a sudden the fear of rejection stops holding you back. You might as well pursue what you want.
When I’m on my death bed I don’t think I’ll be particularly concerned about the annoying driver who cut me off, or the paper I didn’t finish writing by my intended deadline. Instead, I imagine I’ll feel satisfied knowing I lived life according to my values, instead of those imposed on me by society. I will want to know that I’ve resolved issues with loved ones, and made sure they knew they were the best part of my life.
If I feel fear when I’m on my death bed, I think the last point (feeling connected to everyone) is what will comfort me. Everyone dies, and most reports of death are very peaceful. I am comforted, even now, by remembering this. While I’m alive, I can use death to feel connected to everyone because this shared experience is waiting for us all.
This is an interesting article for me to write because, as you have probably noticed, I’m super biased. Thinking about death has improved my life profoundly, in many ways. Contemplating mortality has jolted me out of depression, made me care less about external expectations, reminded me to show loved ones how much they mean to me, and helped me live according to my values. I think Steve Jobs’ famous quote perfectly articulates the benefits of contemplating death:
“Remembering that I’ll be dead soon is the most important tool I’ve ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Almost everything — all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure — these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart. No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don’t want to die to get there. And yet, death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it, and that is how it should be, because death is very likely the single best invention of life. It’s life’s change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new.”
