Compartmentalization

I am_____than the realities you used to

—DEEPER —

I like big women who are small
I like a dumb girl that is smart
I would date an ugly girl that is pretty

I don’t wanna pay if it’s for free
People are dying to tell the truth
Being dumb is such a bright idea
You can be dead right

“I aint never met a killer with no heart”

I don’t want death to make my black life matter
Arrogant of me to say, I’m the most humble person I know?
I’m a loud super quiet type of guy
Ultra shy boasting confidence
All I ever wanted to be in life was myself
That’s the ultimate success

I’m not emotional
I just logically take things personal
Non-commitment shouldn't be your only commitment
Like your loyalty should not be a probability
You can trust with uncertainty
I hate… with love

I’m not a monster
I did some monstrous things
As I was taking yours
I realized I was losing mine
I wasn't high then
But I was out of my mind

There’s no hope in the past Just the optimism of experience
Since we cant change it
Being better is the living apology that I can offer

A lot of us are having way too many meaningful experiences with meaningless people
Empty fulfillment

You'll never get what you want chasing things appearing to be real

-Nel_Cn