Sitting by seaside I’m wondering what happened
The life that was, the days that were.
I remember being in love with one, madly so
I remember how that felt
I remember every bit of it and its been like forever since then
But remember I still
We all do, don’t we?
Since then I’ve moved out of that love and into that tangled mess again
Over and over
Sometimes wondering if I’ll ever get out of it
But now it feels like I almost have… almost.
I have had crush on multiple people since then
And multiple people I have got close with
I have felt close enough to ask them if we should take the plunge but sadly, I never found the courage to ask
And because I never brought that courage in me
I have also kept people who asked me for it, hanging
Over and over again
Some of them have gone out of country now
Some have got married and some, well they are about to go away
Few, are still hanging.
I don’t know what to do
I don’t believe in lying
Saying things I don’t mean
I can’t for the life of me say those three words
Something in me requires a closure, perhaps more
We all need to finish up one chapter and head to another
I for one have been stuck on a page for too long now