Haunting Questions
One asks about life’s joker cards
Life sometimes deals us a joker card. Something we did not expect to happen. Other times it is a hardship we have to face.
I have so many questions at the moment. Why am I struggling to adapt to my new country? How am I going to overcome the obstacles I face? Why did my health decide to start playing up now?
I unfortunately don’t have the answers.
Swim, Jonny, swim. It feels like I am continuously sinking swimming towards a destination I can’t see.
Is this just a little flare-up?
“Why am I struggling to control my life?” Is it me, negativity, or both that’s to blame for me not finding the answers?
Are these tests part of my life’s journey to learn more about my strengths and weaknesses?
I wish I knew the answers.