La La La
I feel my approach to words and meaning has been at odds with my partners. At least in the last decade's worth of relationships, or so. Best summed up as:
Me: This person I care about will rely upon what I say, so I have to be careful what I say and must try to live up to whatever I commit to.
People I’ve dated: La la la, words and actions are totally disconnected — and what is truth anyway, la la la.
My last few relationships haven’t gone very well. I’ve been single and miserable since 2018 and count it an improvement.