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I don’t even know. Are we saying happy new year?! Are we courting hope?! Can we simply take stock in the psychological house-cleaning that a new year can bring?!
I think… yes.
In forcing myself to do The Thing–i.e. reflect on this past year and maybe even pen a few intentions for the next one — I realized that duress of any kind, while horrible, can in turn foster community. It can catalyze change. It can cauterize wounds. It can force us to ask for help and to take care of one another.
It’s a long story (as most stories are) but in addition to run-of-the-mill life shittiness, I also recently entered a liminal stage of ‘maybe’ with my partner. As in maybe we’re not each other’s person. Maybe this is where our romance ends. Maybe we’ll be dear friends and one another’s bodies will soon be a memory.
This is all to say Christmas was pretty much a WASH — mostly crying — and our Christmas tree was haunting me with its fucking twinkle lights and glinting balls.
One of my dearest friends and one one of her dearest friends agreed to come out to the house my man and I are renting in Guerneville and help me take it down…
And then burn it at the beach.
“We’ll be witchy and write our resolutions and burn them with the tree!” we bellowed.
I cried and cried as we packed the ornaments away. I cried and cried and hugged the tree and said, “I’m sorry we couldn’t love you this year. You are so beautiful. Thank you.”
Obviously, it was a pitiful scene.
Anyway. We took the damn thing to the beach, waited for sundown, scrawled our resolutions on an old New Yorker, and held the lighter to the boughs.
The tree was too fresh. Too green. Too alive to burn.
Do you all play Zelda? In its newest incarnation on Switch there are “hearty radish snacks” that give you an additional heart.
I had been terrified to tell my tribe how sad I was. I didn’t call anyone on Christmas. I couldn’t say, “CAN YOU TELL ME YOU LOVE ME I’M SCARED!”
But finally…I just did.
I sent a flare over the bow and my people just showed the fuck up for me — storming the beaches of Normandy-style — with so much love in all their different ways. And I’ve been chomping their hearty radish snacks like WOAH and a thank you could never suffice.
My point being…I wish I hadn’t waited as long as I had to send that flare.
I hope you are braver than me and just ask for what you need. Because your people are waiting to give it to you.
With love + rage,
Co-founder | Creative Director
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