New Discoveries
I wanna tell you no matter how many times I’ve tried and those that I showed/acted like I was the most selfish/self centered sister and daughter, I wanna make things right. But if you want that kind of change/results, you have to be positive. Positive things ONLY come from postitive people.
You can’t get a positive life with a negative mind that refuses to have a positive attitude regardless of anything. And so regardless of what you may believe of this message, I’m gonna continue to try at my own pace, my own way on my own terms and hope you respect, acccept and welcome that kind of change: positive.
And I’m sorry for all the times of the 20 years of my existence on earth and in this family that I’ve screwed up badly & creating a bad reputation of our family. We don’t see things as they are. We see them as we are. And that’s one good point on why and why you, mom & dad have viewed my efforts in trying to be a goid, responsible citizen of society. But I also want to remind you that it’s not just everyone but you three are part of society too. You have to contribute way more than all three of you ever have if you want better, healthier yet positive change from open in return.
I know every time we discuss some of the things I’ve done wrong or responded badly (arguing, yelling, etc). If you want this kind of positive change from me, you have to not just be open, but let positive things happen to you. Welcome positive thhings into your life. Whatever you do in realty, comes back to you. If you give love, love comes back to you. And same goes for everything else. And I’ve been willing and trying to change and would like the three of you to try harder to see the changes if made on myself that affect/changes everyone’s life (family, family, members, friends, do-workers, etc).
How did I get those three job interviews for La Vie En Rose, Gap, Rogers & Cole Hann? All three of you backed off trying to get me to see what I’ve done wrong in all my previous interviews and succeed st my future ones to help me get a job offer. I got those job interviews and for my La Vie En Rose interview I gained enough self confidence to not only feel confident at the interview but also was exactly what I was lacking in all my previous job interviews: it had nothing to do with his I answered the interview questions.
And having that newfound confidence within myself, I earned a job offer from La Vie En Rose. How did all of that happen again? All three of you baxked off withbtrying to control my own actions or something sndvun exult o chose within my own control and choice to do all thatlrading to that job offer. Along with how confident I have become for as long as I’ve been working at La Vie En Rose. And I’m so truly grateful for that! It has improved my mood greatly: from the job interview, job offer, to all the things that helped change and impact overall my mood when working at the store with employees and customers.

