Unlocking the A Hole.
That thing, that thing that’s in you that screams to get out. It’s time to unlock that cave dwelling beast and let it free to roam.
Just watched this – had chills. Had thrills. Had a fucking happiness heart plunging beat skipping experience akin to when you go on a rollercoaster that’s beyond the pales of insania. It was more than a wonderfully uplifting film. It was a wake up call to actually achieve something big in life.
It pumped me the fuck up. It’s made me crave the impossible, made me chase dreams again. It made me realise what I knew was in me but has been suppressed deep down in the cave of potential but suppressed opportunity.
It’s time to unlock the A hole…. A(MthefuckBITION)
A holes unite! Mail me on mills@ustwo.com
The endorphin rush of excitement and possibility hit me hard – I know I kind of said that above but it deserves a double dollop of slushy. The hit of rush that makes you wish you could immediately hug anyone that’s in your vicinity (I’m at home babysitting – my own kids) so it’s strangely quiet and I’m having to hug myself– the tears that roll down your face even though they’re not there, subsequently making you actually weepy because of the very thought of the tearful unblock-age. Tears of relief that manifest themselves as words on this very page.
WAKE THE FUCK UP. WAKE UP. YOU CONTROL YOUR LIFE. OPEN THAT A HOLE.
Ambition m8! Yes mills (me) ambition. It’s back. It’s back big time. Thank fuck. It’s the lifeblood that should be unlocked in us all.
I kind of keep asking myself little questions
Like where do I go from here
I seem to keep loosing track of time and how long it’s been
Since I last had you near
The more I’ve moved my legs, opened my mind to new horizons that have come with a renewed focus and clarity and ridded my body from all impurities the more my eyes, mind and heart have been opened to just how repressed I’d let my ambitions be over the years. They were on ice. Frozen deep in the cave.
Only days ago on meeting a truly exceptional lady in a lido cafe I realised (because I was talking to her) Just how much I rated ambitious people – she was beyond ambitious. I crave ambition, hearing her talk about ambition shocked (positively) me… my brain reverberated with revelation. It’s ok to be ambitious. It’s a good thing. It’s the only thing.
This film was merely the tip on a wonderfully fucking hard few years.
I think I’m using running as a metaphor for my work as well as not using it as one (ie it’s everything). Actually I’m not sure if I know if that expresses what I mean by saying that.
What I do know is It’s time for next level ambition
A holes unite! Mail me on mills@ustwo.com
