Friends That I’ve lost

Because we have walked in different colors

Indah Maulida
The Lark
1 min readMar 20, 2022

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Photo by Indah Maulida (Author)

My dear friends
How are you?
It’s been a while
We haven’t seen each other.

My dear friends
Are you all busy these days?
It’s been a few years
We have walked in different colors.

My dear friends,
You have reached your goals, haven’t you?
It makes me feel ashamed of myself
Walk a tightrope, I’m the one who left.

My dear friends that I’ve lost
Did you lose contact with me
or did you lose interest in me?
Because I hide between my past and what-ifs.

My dear friends that I used to have
I don’t smile bright often anymore,
but they need me who light up their life
I’m not the same person I was five years ago.

My dear friends that let me go
They already have problems,
so they don’t need me as one of them
I’m so sorry, I can’t even deal with myself.

Oh, my dear friends,
I wish I could be a better friend
Oh, my dear friends,
I wish you could hold me to stay.

Thank you for reading.

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Indah Maulida
The Lark

Gloom makes you bloom. Like a flower. | Writer. Poet. English Instructor. Dreamer. | Support me here https://ko-fi.com/indahmaulida