I Still Miss You
Poetry — just can’t accept I lost you — lost you in the stars
Even if I deny the stars,
Which stole the missing part of me,
Deep into the cosmos
Where my dear lies,
Far from me and away from my heart,
Still wishing for your return.
I just want you to come again,
Just once to hear,
See me still speaking nonstop,
See me breaking apart
from the world where you left me alone.
I just can’t take it anymore.
It hurts…
It hurts to see those birds fly without you,
It hurts to deal with my life —
The life you gave me.
Everything is turning dull,
Return back once again to fill colors.
I feel all alone,
Even if my sky holds you,
I see you shine every night -
far away from me in the world of pale.
I didn’t shed tears that day,
I felt it all fake,
Being apart-never seeing you again,
Sometimes I am jealous,
seeing those old captured memories of me,
where you existed not your shadows,
I never got that smile again-
The smile that you gave me,
My blood still holds your flavor,
My blood still has your essence,
but it's vain if I cannot match it with yours.
I saw you burning-
Burning with the illusion you held,
Sparks of love family and me
Merged to ash- seconds breaking hard.
From then I saw you just in the stars,
Shining brighter as every day passed.
I'll just tell you,
That I loved you even when you were not,
Yes, I agree,
I missed you,
Just like the ……
Just like our old love
Bring me back to those days,
Or take it all away.
Give me back you,
Just once again.
I won’t upset you this time,
My grades will go high and so will my life,
Just return to live with me once again.
