“I Will Make It”: Fred Haise’s New Website Reveals Space History Treasure Trove

Fred Haise’s just-released website illuminates untold stories from the iconic astronaut’s life and career.

August 20, 1968 covering period 8/13 to 8/20

This commences a new phase in my documentation due to a change in responsibility from a hardware manager to a member of a flight crew. Things have progressed so fast I still haven’t mentally adjusted — but I’m happy, oh so happy. I’ve got to be the luckiest guy alive. — Fred Haise’s diary entry following his assignment to Apollo 8’s backup crew

Fred Haise’s recently-published autobiography, (written with space historian Bill Moore), filled in many gaps related to the Apollo and Shuttle astronaut’s incredible career. Now, Haise, with the assistance of Logan Jaeren, chock-full of previously unseen photos and documents that reveal more about the great — and sometimes terrible — days that dotted his life and times.

The documents and photos encompass Haise’s early, pre-astronaut days as a test pilot, his Apollo years (including Apollo 13, the mission that made him an inadvertent superstar with the release of director Ron Howard’s namesake movie in 1995), early Space Shuttle development, and later, his years in upper management and leadership, working to develop Space Station Freedom (which would eventually lead to the International Space Station).

Astronauts Fred Haise and Gordon Fullerton at a post-flight debrief, 1977. Photo courtesy of .

His diary entries from these years illuminate not only his professional responsibilities but also focus on his sometimes arduous personal circumstances — including the August 1973 plane crash that nearly ended his life at age 39. Haise suffered second and third-degree burns on over 65 percent of his body when the Vultee Vibrator BT-13 Valiant dive bomber he was piloting cartwheeled upon landing. Trapped upside-down in the burning airplane’s cockpit, he was forced to kick his way through its canopy. Haise spent 11 hellish weeks in the University of Texas Galveston Hospital’s burn ward and underwent agonizing treatments to restore the skin on his legs and arms.

Here it is, Dec. 23 [1973] and I finally am in the proper frame of mind to catch you up diary. To take [you] through some very dark days. ­– Haise’s first diary entry after his near-fatal August 1973 plane crash

Days following his release from the hospital, Haise was back at work on Space Shuttle development at his NASA desk, wearing compression garments to safeguard his skin grafts. In the months following his near-death experience, as his body healed, he visited children who were burn patients at a neighboring Shriners hospital. These diary entries from this period are difficult and often heartbreaking to read. But this author understands why he made them available: they illustrate Fred Haise’s triumph of the heart — how someone who went through seemingly the worst can persevere, enjoy a successful career, and move forward to live a prosperous, long life…and inspire others.

[I] am sorry I cannot report being successfully through flight physical & return to flight status. [I] will accomplish before end of year which was my original decreed milestone. [I] will make it with better odds than Shuttle’s key milestones. — Haise’s profound yet humorous November 15, 1974 diary entry.

Haise was eventually returned to flight status and .

Fred Haise training to fly Enterprise, mid-1970s. Photo courtesy of .

Visit Fred Haise’s new website at .

Emily Carney’s review of Never Panic Early can be accessed via the National Space Society website. is also available on NSS’ blog. Photo of Deke Slayton, Fred Haise, and singer and pilot John Denver from 1977 courtesy of .

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Emily Carney

Space historian and podcaster. Space Hipster. Named one of the Top Ten Space Influencers by the National Space Society. Co-host of Space and Things podcast.