Skipping Through Life

The First Time Ends in Embarrassment

You want to do what?

Amy Strommer
The Memoirist
Published in
5 min readMay 5, 2023

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“I’ve never done this before,” I whispered to my boyfriend, our foreheads touching, sending sparks throughout my body.

“The first time can be scary but still exciting,” he whispered. I leaned against my metal high school locker. Heat rose to my face, and my heart raced.

“I don’t know. What if we get caught?” I asked. As Student Council President, I couldn’t be caught in a compromising position. I did not want to bring shame to the job.

But to be wanted! Nothing felt as intoxicating as being desired by Greg. I got tingly every time his green eyes held mine.

Could I do something so unlike the good girl, rule follower that I had been my whole life? Could I enter uncharted territory? But as the Youth Council Representative at the Lutheran Church, I had an image to uphold.

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“Maybe this is not such a good idea,” I said as I looked around at the students passing by.

“I’ve done this before, lots of times, and it’s been fine,” said Greg, his voice rising above a whisper as he…

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Amy Strommer
The Memoirist

Amy Strommer writes about motherhood, life, and other 3 a.m. topics. Though humor is her love language, sometimes a serious piece will land on the page.