Embrace The Wholeness Of Your Being
“Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.” — Rumi
Complete acceptance of your identity is central to your existence.
For every interaction stems from the recognition of your true self.
The Dalai Lama said it puzzled him why so many people in the West suffer from low self-esteem and lack of acceptance. We have everything we need to thrive, yet are tormented for honouring our spiritual self.
Self-love is a soft concept for many, since our upbringing emphasises serving the needs of others. To nurture ourselves first is selfish, so individuals indulge in altruistic service to the detriment of meeting their own needs.
To cite a personal example, I spent countless years locked in a futile struggle to approve of myself. This was compounded by an inflexible parent whom I could not please. As a result, I turned to high intensity sports as an outlet to vent my discontentment.
I took part in gruelling sporting pursuits to punish myself. My inner-dialogue summoned me to go harder until I was overcome with exhaustion or collapsed in pain. Undeniably, the inner voice was the same one echoed by my parent, and I had adopted it as my own.
Yet underneath, my body was crying out to be loved and nurtured. The constant pain reinforced my childhood conditioning until I could take no more — something had to give.
Exercise nowadays encompasses low intensity movement and has evolved to embrace the self-love I uphold. Whilst I’m a work-in-progress, I am at peace with myself having endured the contrasting state.
The path to self-love is slow and gradual, requiring patience and commitment to create an empowering inner dialogue.
“Here’s the real secret; underneath all of the “problems” you carry around is just one belief: I am not good enough,” affirms Louise Hay in Loving Yourself To Great Health.
Self-love is expressed to the degree that you are vulnerable.
By exposing your cracks, you give yourself permission to be authentic and thus attract like-minded individuals. Contained within that vulnerability is the need to learn to love yourself again.
Countless books and articles espouse loving yourself foremost so others will love you. Whilst I acknowledge this as helpful advice, it should not be your sole reason. Your duty is to honour yourself primarily, because within your DNA is the disposition for self-nurturing.
To accept yourself as whole means to embody your strengths and limitations — your shadow self.
To disown your dark side means going to war with yourself, a move away from self-love.
Shame, disgust and self-disapproval are feelings you impose upon yourself. You are not born harbouring such thoughts. It is perpetuated when you find evidence to support it.
Loving who you really are starts with the smallest act of self-renewal and self-compassion. It is the recognition you are already worthy, irrespective of your limiting beliefs.
In his book Your Redefining Moments author Dennis Merritt Jones states, “Who you really are is not subject to transition because the true Self is formless and changeless.”
You are perfectly imperfect.
The dichotomy of that statement affirms that your imperfections make you perfect.
Therefore, embrace the wholeness of your being from your place of awareness. Know that you personify goodness by your mere presence.
Confront The Pain
“Find the love you seek, by first finding the love within yourself. Learn to rest in that place within you that is your true home.” — Sri Sri Ravi Shankar
Use your imperfections to engrave upon your character that which you aspire to be. Whilst an overused analogy, the diamond formed through heat and pressure is akin to that which takes place within you.
Your trials are nourishment for your soul.
Your imperfections are nature’s gifts to impress upon your being.
Reframe from assuming you are broken since that merely capitulates to your woes.
“As soon as you believe that a label you’ve put on yourself is true, you’ve limited something that is literally limitless, you’ve limited who you are into nothing more than a thought,” avows the spiritual teacher Adyashanti.
The words Really Are in the title, are used to denote the impenetrable self that lies beneath the voice of the ego. This reaffirming voice cannot be obscured since it does not affix itself to labels relating to your self-worth.
It is as eternal as your spiritual nature and your primary aim is to make peace with the inner critic.
What assurances do you have that the inner critic is not the real you?
Look to your feelings as a guidepost.
The inner critic strives to make you inferior. This is clear when you are provoked and respond in anger to uphold this image.
The authentic self does not revile you, nor does it hide behind a veil of deceit. To differentiate these voices, realise the inner critic is nothing more than a learned script often recited.
By confronting pain, you summon your intent to move through it.
Pain is a portrait into the past to the degree that suffering means referencing the past by bringing it into the present.
As you abandon your pain story, you recognise you are not your feelings or thoughts, but something you have tied yourself to.
In any moment you suffer, direct your attention inwards by asking:
“What is going on inside me right now?”
Stay attentive to the sensations which arise: a thought or an impulse.
Move towards them with modest attentiveness instead of running away from them. The act of embracing your feelings is a show of self-love, because you are nurturing your emotional wellbeing.
It is a prompt reminder that I conclude by returning to the title quote by Rumi, “Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built up against it.”
Ultimately, loving who you really are entails tearing down the barriers that stand in the way of your spiritual essence.