PE Chapter 1— Hence, fragrance, a poem for today’s man to today’s woman.
“We may not fall in love anymore. For we want to only rise here on. Join me if you will” — People of India, 2024.
I have always found women to be more gentle being, so I want them to remind them of their gentleness by saying not a word of appeasement. I want to show them the consequence of them becoming like men. Men and women for this society. The first step is to bring them together for the new India I envision. When you will travel into subtleties of the kind I have traveled into you will recognize the connection between goodness in the world and the relation of a man and a woman.
The below essay is inspired by 10 years of understanding Sex, Love and Romance, with an objective desire to map it with the consequence of it in today’s society. The day we understand the difference between those three beautiful things. But because I am the author, you can expect unabashed honesty and novelty in the expression of sex, love and romance; and as a result, our society.
I also wish you were fasting,
For then, we would be talking.
But if not,
I will do with your already heard sounds of the past,
which will remain, forever lasting.
I need your sound for I have not been well,
A heavy boys stud wearing foot fell on my toe
I will now not play for many days in a row.
On my toe, I suspect, the pain will grow.
The pain has been excruciating
And heart has been reverberating
Leading me into fever.
Hold me like an orangutan
By the river
Oh my lover
I need a big hug peaceful dove
and a soul stirring kiss to fuse
with a base of boundless love to heal
my dear beautiful muse
By the way, that day I missed your calls.
Yesterday, I didn’t call. My bad.
I was too occupied.
N madly in, work.
Hope that’s okay with you.
But if not,
Give me a clue.
I will spend my night and day in your clue’s thought.
Thanks for giving me a few lines
Of one of the paragraphs
For this compilation
About this beautiful complication :)
Like Last night,
I wanted to pick you from my dreams and hug you for real.
well, that is usual.
You in my arms was also usual.
Did you say every night, forever, that is how it is and will be?
Did I tell you I don’t feel or sleep well when you are not with me?Exclusively.
While your absence makes the heart grow fonder.
It makes the rest of me pretty lonely.
And soul very hungry.
And me older.
Before such starvation
Give me salvation
Amidst all the busy-ness,
Call me tonight if I occur in your heart again,
Share with me if there is still some pain.
Don’t let it and us fade in vain.
Someday somethings, through your voice, I hope you explain.
I rejoice at your voice.
Art is the way to decorate space.
Music is the way to decorate time.
You are how I decorate my self.
Your voice is how I decorate the inside of my spine.
All of these are just a writer’s words to the universe.
If you mind
I will put it in reverse
And go back to
Of a solo walk
In your by lane.
Spot me someday
And make me some way
To your heart
Even if I fart
After my first meal cooked by you
Ending with a lemon tart,
but it ended with a fart.
Sorry about that.
Why didn’t I call now?
I was also a little sad. And thought, you would already be on a call or two.
On one such sullen day when you were sad too, I told you
Live such days down, not drown in them.
On tomorrow, is carved your name.
Today may not be your game.
Somedays may try to blow you away
Let them really not be your day
Remember our fire
It will burn each of your tear
If not today
The next day
Stand your ground
Remember I said, catharsis is on its way.
Although, the singularity may still be at a bay.
Stay alive to witness with me that play.
I prepare for it anyway, even if today is not our day.
Let your tea be boiling,
And if there are cold winds this day
Drink it cold anyway
Don’t fight the wind
Stop the boiling of the tea
Wind will stop too
Then go start boiling tea again.
To stress over it, is lame.
To smile regardless, is main.
When the going gets tough,
The tough gets going
So, don’t blame the team,
The team has a captain
The captain has a back drop
The back drop has a solution
The captain has to dissolve
In the gaps between separation
from team, time, self, space.
And then quit the race, of the surface.
To be re born, as a captain with new grace, of the root base.
You are beautiful deep down captain,
from your sparkly eyes,
to you thoughts all the way to your soul,
Tune into me again and make me wise
So I can no more be a fool in the emptiness of your absence.
The emptiness after
the emptiness before
Which emptiness was fuller
I don’t know
So I ignore until I know to which point must I restore.
I hear the songs of love
to water my fertile heart,
Which otherwise gets wilted
talking to you one sided
silently and unguided
through each night as if it were my last,
like the one I will just pass.
Plot changes after a spread of time across a decade and a few chapters.
“Do not pray for an easy life, pray for the strength to endure a difficult one” ― Bruce Lee
If I had written or said anymore,
You would have shut me short
as if my words were some stormy roar
By saying “you gotta CALM DOWN man”.
There dies our fleeting romance.
So don’t wait for my word
It’s nipped in the bud.
If it pleases you,
dust off our residue as mud.
Dear absent divine lady,
There is biology and chemistry at play here.
The reason why I am a man and you, a woman, who called me to start our story, is more mental than biological. And then it manifested in a biological form, for everything mental has a biological form. Big to small. As a result of the wiring of our atoms. Which is the first physical form of anything mental.
Mental implies — Vibrations in consciousness, the last divisible when under prana. Prana is the ingredient for inspiration.
In you and I, the prana consumption and exertion is similar.
Allow me to get into my element.
Harmony — Between you and I is a result of, the same stuff that a sharks teeth are made of, zig zag, not zig zig, to cut through battles. Because the way we consume prana is similar.
But that is all that is similar.
Rest is not, and rightly so.
I have been romantic here and riddle-ridden in our reality until now.
In a day, there are many battles I have to fight. When I talk to you, I feel, I have to win them all to come back home to you. I have to win sooner to come back home to you sooner. Thanks for giving me another important reason to win. Because if I don’t, I won’t be able to come home.
Home — Not that place where you enter and wifi connects automatically.
Home is not a place. It is a feeling you create.
My feeling about you could be best described as that kind of a home.
I have grown up to believe some of the most sincere feelings are spoken and heard of, in silence. As I spoke in silence, hope you were hearing in silence. As you spoke in silence, I heard in silence.
I want to shoulder all that you shoulder.
Don’t let anything alter you. Stay your ground. Be still. My name means exactly that. I like my name for that reason. And I vouch for that attribute immensely for anyone. So that there fragrance is also not altered. Nor is mine. And we keep expressing, keep floating, in our own, unadulterated uninhibited uninfluenced vibe. I freely expressed to you, while I could have taken it slow and easy, because from an atom to anything, I can be, and vice versa. So can you.
That I thought will be even more honest and even more free-spirited, for the sake of truth.
To be many and nothing, all in a day.
So I chose to not have walls. Not to be silent anymore or any way.
लड़के आत्महत्या नहीं करते हैं..वो मर जाते हैं शर्म से..वो मर जाते हैं ज़िम्मेदारीयों के बोझ तले दबकर..उनकी प्रेमिका ने किसी और के साथ सो जाने का फ़ैसला इसीलिए ले लिया था क्योंकि उस लड़के के पास बस वही वक़्त नहीं था, जो वक़्त किसी और के पास था..तो क्या हुआ के 24 में से सत्रह घंटे उसने दिए थे उसकी प्रेमिका को, हाँ अपनी पढ़ाई को ताक में रखकर, अपने काम को ताक में रखकर, अपने परिवार की ज़िम्मेदारीयों को सिगरेट का धुआँ बनाकर..
तो फिर कैसे कर सकतें लड़के आत्महत्या..?? ये सब कोई ठोस वजह तो नहीं ना आत्महत्या कर लेने की….
लड़के कॉपी के पन्नों को भर देते हैं, प्रेयसी और ख़ुदके नामों को एक साथ लिख लिख कर, और यूँ वो अपने रिजल्ट के बिगड़ जाने के डर को मार दिया करते हैं..
लड़के बड़े ही ढीठ होते हैं, वो जानते हैं कि उनकी प्रेमिका बस उसकी प्रेमिका नहीं है, वो जानते हैं कि उनका उपयोग किसी एटीएम मशीन की तरह किया जा रहा है, वो अपनी प्रेमिका के सफ़ेद झूठ को भी यूँ सच मान लिया करते हैं जैसे दुनिया मे इस झूठ से शाश्वत सत्य कुछ भी तो नहीं..नहीं इस सब का इतना बोझ उन पर कभी नहीं पड़ता है कि वो आत्महत्या कर सकें..
हाँ लड़कों पर लगाये गए दहेज उत्पीड़न के सारे मामले उतने ही सच्चे होते हैं जितना सच होता है सूर्य का उदय और अस्त होना..लड़के के माँ बाप का बेवजह थाने तक घसीटा जाना उतना ही सही होता है और सच्चा होता है जितना चाँद का शीतल होना..इसके बाद भी अगर लड़का कुछ महीने जेल की चार दीवारों को देख ले तो कुछ बुरा नहीं है, वो लड़के होते हैं, उन्हें नहीं उकसाया जा सकता है किसी भी कीमत पर आत्महत्या के लिए..
अगर उसकी प्रेयसी ने लड़के पर बलात्कार के झूठे आरोप लगा भी दिए तो आप ही बताइए न, प्रेमिका का इसमे ज़रा भी दोष है क्या..नहीं, वो नादान है, उसे नहीं समझता था कि इसके बाद क्या होगा..लड़के जानते हैं इस बात को, वो सह लेते हैं इसे भी, जैसे झूठ के कड़वे घूँट पीते आये हैं पहले से..क्या ये सब, जो इतनी छोटी छोटी बातें हैं, क्या ये काफ़ी होती हैं किसी को आत्महत्या के लिए उकसाने को..नहीं..मैं नहीं मानता, आपको भी नहीं मानना चाहिए.. वो लड़के हैं, उन्हें तो रोने तक अधिकार प्राप्त नहीं है खुलकर..
तभी कहता हूँ, लड़के आत्महत्या नहीं करते हैं, न उन्हें कभी उकसाया जाता है..बस वो मर जाते हैं जिम्मेदारियों के बोझ तले दबकर या शर्म से, क्योंकि वो तो रो भी नहीं सकते हैं खुलकर..और जो रो तक नहीं सकता, वो क्या ख़ाक आत्महत्या करेगा..वो बस मर जायेगा..!!
By Ankit Pandit
My anger on days when I put my foot down, didn’t work in my favor but it worked in someone’s else’s favor. So is it bad?
Since it worked on someone else, for it was directed for a good, it worked on me well too, for it delivered the goal it was for.
Anger is a catalyst. It can speed things up sometimes. (With of course temporary damage it may cause, which with resolvem and Ram and Sita maryada [not Ram temple] can be fixed too).
Opinion | It’s okay for Christians to be angry. What matters is what you do with that anger.
Chances are, something or someone will make you angry this election season. Chances are, someone will even make you…
Scripture teaches us that anger is a natural and necessary emotion. It’s not a sin to be angry. It’s what you do with your anger that counts. If your anger is changing your face into a bitter face, then your anger is not serving anyone well. Mark this line.
Make sense of what I am saying by getting to Chapter 7 reading through all chapters between chapter 7 and Chapter 0.
Understanding of what I write and curate in the next set of chapters will depend on how open you are to the truth, even if it stands to challenge you.
So long as you are here:
You and I will do just fine. In fact, you will be meditative. Quietness is meditative. Read my words with that level of quietness.
Has sitting quietly to observe thought any value?
Question: You seem to object even to our sitting quietly everyday to observe the movement of thought. Is this, by your definition, a practice, a method and therefore without value?
Now the questioner asks: What is wrong with sitting quietly every morning for twenty minutes, in the afternoon another twenty minutes and perhaps another twenty minutes in the evening or longer — what is wrong with it? By sitting quietly you can relax, you can observe your thinking, your reactions, your responses and your reflexes. What is the motive of those who sit quietly by themselves, or together in a group? What is the motive behind the desire to sit quietly for half an hour every day? Is it not important to find out why you want to do this? Is it because somebody has told you that if you sit quietly you will have parapsychological experiences, that you will attain some kind of peace, some kind of understanding, some kind of enlightenment, or some kind of power? And, being rather gullible, you pay thousands of dollars to receive instructions and a mantra which you can repeat. Some people have paid thousands of dollars to a man who will give them something in return — specially a Sanskrit word — and they repeat it. You pay something and you receive something in return; what is the motive behind it? Why are you doing this? Is it for a psychological reward? Is it that by sitting quietly you attain some kind of super-consciousness? Or is it that you want that which has been promised by your instructor?
So it is important — before we plunge into all this — to find out what is your motive, what it is that you want. But you do not do that. You are so eager and gullible; somebody promises something and you want it. If you examine the motive, you see that it is a desire to achieve something — like a businessman’s desire to earn a lot of money. That is his urge. Here the psychological urge is to have something that a guru, or an instructor, promises. …
I am saying placing these words right here in the beginning to tell you that while others have had a motive like politicians do, rarely rightly so; my motive with this chapter 6 is merely to trigger debates within you so you reach the truth yourself. I have no motive, no agenda other than the unmasking of the truth by permanent destruction of the mask this time. I am not a politician after all.
Although, I must tell you that I do have a motive and that I am serving that through www.preseed.in.
I don’t intend to seek your votes or your affection. Be quiet and continue reading my essays every day. Keep coming back to them. This may be all you will need before the next elections. More than News and even more then your daily prayers. I mean it. Unless you are stuck in habits and desire for dramatic entertainment.
The kind of attention I am expecting from you for a real revolution in your own individual life is nothing short of what is explained by JK here:
In the following chapters will take you through matters of judicial injustice and:
And of course, these heinous crimes are real, unfortunately :
But you will get to see the other side of rape too, in India, over such discussions:
If you understand even an iota of the implications of AI on the job markets, to serve which the #education system was originally designed, you know the words of #Sushant are common sense. When you realise most think this is another level of intelligence, you know where you stand in awareness and that, exactly that ignorance in the age of YouTube, is detremental to the future of your children. Parents must reduce gossip, snack and entertainment time; and start with new lessons if they care about the future of their children more than their lazy mediocre habits. When they do that, they will temporarily dislike themselves for voting on policies they (we all) have been voting on.
Archaic criminal justice system and above all, #artificialintelligence are not even discussed as a #political and #national matter in Indian policies. It is truly appalling. Stop holding ignorance with pride. Redicule it instead, the moment you spot it. Don’t waste time in sugar quoting and ‘likes’ fishing.
Read on my essays on matters of ‘new common sense’ that Indian voters divided by isms desperately need to learn about. I would like all of you to learn from there for the sake of corrections in our future before next state/national elections. I assure you nothing there is from the usual geo-political climate you read about. It may not give your alternative parties to vote for kind of clarity but it will show you how far we stand from actual development in the age of technology. The moment you realise that, China will start looking like the dragon it is and not the #TikTok, I am told it is projected as, in our media. If there is one thing we can take away from #China, it would be its objectivity inspite of nationalism, due to its #communism married #capitalism unlike our — fascism married nationalism on past glories most of us have had nothing to do with, with copy paste captialism that has 0 insights on — what makes Silicon Valley and Beijing so successful.
Of course, the argument — India is unique and has a culture blah blah. Our culture is now taking a form of unprecedented media induced ego infact.
Let’s accept it:
1. India is still so poor and uneducated that,
2. In most academic global intellectual debates about the power centres of the future, India’s name doesn’t even exist and,
3. Covid19 is not going to magically make our name appear respectfully everywhere on a global academic and technological map.
The future game is not the future of land and religion games. The future is of, THE DATA games. Perhaps leading to creation of some new religions — new rules followed as commandments in a cyborg infested world.
I wish for someone to come here in comments to school me.
Jai Shree Ram.
After reading all 10 chapters, you will be ignorant no more and you will wonder, how do fraudulent claims not lead fraudsters to jails when those fraudsters are big companies.
and you will perhaps stop having arrogant ‘know it all’ kind of debates about masks without evidence.
DR. BISWAROOP ROY CHOWDHURY INTERVIEW WITH DAINIK SAVERA NEWS
You will try to know, deeply first
Jai Shree Ram, you must ask deeply, is this out of your free will, or are you brainwashed to say this too just like everything else. Is this really a solution to anything? Please continue this debate with me. I write plenty on Preseedify Justice and Politics FB page.
BTW, this is unprecedented :
In India, a man is perceived guilty until proven innocent. And a woman is often perceived innocent event after she has been proven guilty. It's the first time in the history of the Indian judicial system where a woman is being perceived as guilty before she is proven so #rheachakraborty. Let us expand on this in the following chapters and question, is this patriarchy?
Patriarchy exists, of course it does. How do I know it doesn't while even people like the great Jordan Peterson, who I love, says it doesn’t. You see if patriarchy didn’t exist, Jai Sia Ram would have been the slogan. Sita maryada is as divine as Ram Maryada. I notice many feminists blame Ram ji and refuse to accept him as a divinely pure being, for the end of Sita ma (in human form). I want to apologize to you that Sita ma was not given that place in Branding. I want you to know, that Sita ma will be at the helm of the branding affairs in few years from now. I will give my life to it if they don’t, and if need be. Although, I am hoping the need doesn’t be. For, to me, past is not so necessary to be a good human being. My goal with you all is to bring you back to your individualism from groupism. I am interested in you. Not your group.
Before we get to the next chapter, here are my two cents:
Judging before a judge judges, is what is wrong with our public.
Maybe I will mention more about the new world order in greater detail in one of the chapters ahead:
Welcome to the new democracy of lies!
I do wonder if lies that can be classified as clear frauds are sufficiently punished in democracy, capitalism can be saved.
This new world offers shadiest and scariest of possibilities that you must not ignore:
LIFE CANT BE LIVED AS USUAL ANYMORE. GOVERNMENTS NEED TO ACT AND ACT QUICKLY NOW WITH A NEW NARRATIVE. Why on urgency? Because the consequence is, all over the internet. I will mention its grave form, the solution of which has nothing to do with a man and a woman, so long as the government takes responsibility and accountability. But they won’t, so we need to fix it ourselves. Let us get together and empower me to lead you into the New India as I see it, over the next 3 years.
A quote by JK on Love that is appropriate for our times: https://www.instagram.com/p/CLHa7NkKf_r/?igshid=1l3s7126ovmp1