Wrestling with the Divine

Faith is a choice

Esther Spurrill-Jones
Nov 4 · 2 min read
Photo by Aziz Acharki on Unsplash

Deep in my soul I believe there is a God.

That doesn’t mean I never have doubts. Sometimes, the only reason I continue to believe is that the alternative is just too much for me to accept. The idea that this is all there is, that death is the end, horrifies me.

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Esther Spurrill-Jones

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Poet, lover, thinker, human. https://esther-ijustlivehere.blogspot.com/

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