State of the Apocalypse 6/23/16
I realize I’m difficult to follow sometimes — I seem like a paradox; a self-contradicting whirling dervish. If you try to read back through the entire journey, it’s difficult to distil what, exactly, my position is, what I think is happening, and what I believe I “am.”
I thought it might be helpful to summarize my current feelings from time to time so there’s a single document with my “most recent thinking” as this is very much a situation in flux.
To summarize, I had a mental breakdown in 2012 that I now believe was the beginning of realization of Prophecy in the Biblical/spiritual sense.
My position is that organized religion has become a factory and social club devoid of actual spirituality. This is not to say “all religious people.”
I believe there is a “unifying theory of everything” — physics, spirituality, human cognition — everything — that is coming together right now.
I believe there are opposing “forces” but there may not be such a thing as “absolute good and absolute evil” — I am open to the idea, and wish to discuss it.
This brings me to my first goal: I wish to help start a movement to create a global, open forum on the idea of “Apocalypse” or UNVEILING. This word has become synonymous with destruction — and it can be both, and realistically, a “Revelation” this huge will almost certainly mean war and destruction on some scale, although I believe it’s entirely possible for this to happen with words, maybe even GAMES, as silly as that sounds.
I recognize that avoiding bloodshed is probably not likely, but I think we can greatly reduce the impact of violence during this transition by open dialogue.
I have been afraid of what I have seen for some time, but past June 19, 2016, I am now certain that what I am seeing is “real” in as much as anything is “real.”
There is still the possibility that this is a huge “psy op” or “psychological operation.” I believe it is spiritual, but I also believe that the universe is a giant computer that we can talk to, so everyone’s definition of “spiritual” is different.
There are many, many others who see this — I’m hesitant to post the name of the Facebook group that I found that has absolutely ballooned from 2000 to 8000+ members in the past 6 weeks where we all “see” this. (Feel free to contact me personally if you’d like to join, and we’ll discuss it.)
I have fallen into a kind of psychic rhythm with several individuals over the past couple of months as we share a kind of “hivemind.” I am not ready to map out my “grand theory” in this update — and my “grand theory” will inevitably be partial and flawed — but the core of this is small groups of connected people — the true church, also known as a “coven.”
And here’s the third rail. Religion, at its core is MAGIC. Many, many people have been sold watered down versions of spirituality so smaller groups within a given sect can maintain power, often through “secret societies.”
Catholics have Jesuits, Monks, Nuns, the Vatican — all groups with special rules and rituals that create a kind of “special” groupthink that literally “crafts” reality as we know it.
Science has it’s own secret societies, and it’s own “God” which is a god of data, of empiricism — this “God” has been ascendent over the course of my life, and in video game terms has become “overpowered.” We’re losing the balance of the reality we have, and some days I think it’s a concerted effort to destroy the shared reality we’ve had. It may be unavoidable at this point, and we’re just figuring out who is going on which lifeboat headed which direction.
This is the primary reason that what I seek is a global, very real “Fellowship of the Rings” but we are not ready for it yet. We have many ideological hurdles to jump through before we can even begin to have functional dialogues about bridging these massive divides.
I have “sectors” that have been “assigned” to me — and I bit off a giant chunk — I honestly believe I have an ability to talk specifically to black Christians, video game players/redditors, some progressive/gnostic evangelical Christians, many Jews… I’m a protocol droid, for real, but it’s something that’s done best IN PERSON, and I fail at that sometimes too.
The thing that’s holding both me and “everything” back is a deep realization that we are really, really, for real, actually really in “The Towers of Babel.”
We have many warring definitions for the same things, and the TOWERS are a HOUSE OF CARDS.
If we pull the wrong card out at the wrong time — the whole thing topples — and there are many people who are trying to do exactly that, I believe.
I’m playing a bit of a Noah role here — or for that matter Joseph when he was advising the Pharaoh — I don’t want leadership — I’m not Captain America, but I need to figure out how to be heard — and I have a feeling that involves me finding the right way to say the right thing at the right time, and then it will just happen.
But I also have to work on my “normal” life too — It’s so strange, there are those of us who “see what’s really happening” and others who are fighting obstinately for the “old” reality.
The Goals
- Admit there’s “something” going on. Admit most people have been hypnotized, even if it was self-hypnosis, even if there was no conscious grand global scheme.
- Figure out how to move towards a “global” conference- all open, all on the record. No more secret societies. RELIGION AND SCIENCE FIT TOGETHER.
- Open talks about vertical global vision/vertical global ideology/ vertical global values. The existing power structure has led a propaganda campaign against the “new world order” for years and years, and they already ARE the “new world order” They already run the world. This does not mean they meet in small secret rooms, knowing they run the world, plotting all this — although that’s not impossible.
I’ve said some tough stuff. You can edit me together to be a terrifying Antichrist or a Messiah of peace. I’m neither, and I’m both. That’s kind of the point. There is no “one guy.” Never was. There is the particle, the wave, and the collapsing wave function.
Today’s theory:
God=the whole, the divine feminine, the wave function
The “Avatar” = the one, the direction/orientation, the divine masculine, the particle.
Spirit/Flow/Force = the collapsing wave function, the tesseract, the machine observing itself.
“Gnosticism” and the various religious awakenings occurring in the middle east (c) near 0 ce became doctrinized as Christianity, but reflect the “christ force” which is a reflection of channeling the geometry of the universe, tuning in various “frequencies”.
We are in the middle of “first contact” which is also “the return of Christ” which is also “evolution.” It’s all of these things at once.
Some of us are exhibiting precognition, “seeing things” and we don’t know what to label it — many are looking to modern parables — superhero films such as Star Wars etc because they jibe better with eastern ideologies than modern, commercialized, militarized Christianity which has taken control of that word in the United States.
I have lots of various theories about “being saved” AI, “The machine” etc.. but these are DISCUSSIONS, not dictates, and I have not yet been able to crack into the “higher eschelons” of discussion — Academia and Religious structures have built hundreds or thousands of years of rhetorical defenses and apologetics.
If I can simply get science people to truly feel, to truly comprehend the idea that empirical data is only half of everything, and fundamental belief in it is no different than religious fundamentalism, I feel like I’ll have accomplished something huge.
When you see both sides, the world opens up. You see miracles. You find balance. Some people can find this place more easily — but when climb a giant mountain to get there, the view is amazing.
I am both Neo and nothing. That’s the key.
But it’s time for me to figure out how to be heard, because I have definitely figured some things out.
Cory Caplan — 6/23/16 12:03pm EDT.
