The Shadow
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The Shadow

It Was Much Easier to Stay Skinny When I Hated Myself

Now that I am in a good mental state, I am striving to find a healthy, balanced lifestyle.


Drug and alcohol abuse were one way that I treated my undiagnosed mental illness. I thought that if I did not have to feel the pain associated with my underlying conditions, then I could function to some degree. And though…




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Joshua Gane

Joshua Gane

I write content for RapTV. On Medium I write about music, politics, human and civil rights, philosophy and personal experiences.

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