I never thought that I would become a Mother

This is how I got here

me in Amsterdam May 2022, copyright by author

Until I was 30 I was not sure if I would ever have kids. I didn’t feel ready and I didn’t want to give the patterns that I received from my mother to a future generation.

In the beginning of 2017 I did Ayahuasca and it opened my eyes and helped me to find myself.

In December of 2018 I became…