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When Anxiety Took Over My Life, This Is What Helped

7 min readJun 3, 2025

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A month ago, I had what would traditionally be called an “anxiety” or “panic” attack after my bathroom flooded. I put those words in quotes because trauma expert Irene Lyon, MSC, says a panic or anxiety attack could be the release of stored traumatic stress.

Knowing that could be relevant if you have a history of trauma like I do.

My adrenaline spiked as I furiously mopped up water, which threatened to spill into the living room and damage the laminate floor. In between, I ran heavy bundles of soggy blankets and towels outside to my drying rack.

I momentarily felt like Superwoman as all my aches and pains instantly dissolved. That could have been a clue that my adrenaline had risen far too high.

The drain guy arrived and fixed the immediate problem. Everything was copacetic, right? Little did I know what would come next.

Sitting down to relax, I took a look at Netflix, but realized I needed to complete my listening assignment for the day — it’s part of a therapeutic music program called “Rest and Restore” for trauma healing.

I grabbed my headphones and turned on the healing music. Within seconds, my heart rate and blood pressure soared…

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Sandra Pawula
Sandra Pawula

Written by Sandra Pawula

Essays to calm your mind, ease your heart and access your inner wisdom. I love Hawaii, mindfulness, and living with ease. https://sandrapawula.substack.com/

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