Not Yet Anyway

kaustuv ghosh
The Story Hall
Published in
1 min readAug 27, 2020

In memory of Angshuman Chakravarty, Xaverian, friend.

Many thanks for the racecourse photo by Chris Kendall on Unsplash

Note-The reference to Hastings is the area near the Royal Calcutta Turf Club, not far from where the old stables of the RCTC still exist, close to the Hooghly River.

A. left us. A sudden update through social media

None of that artless, naive hysteria of the ages.

He went, he left, the cause docketed and tucked

In a folder inside our bulging brains, to be plucked

By an iron claw looking for human souvenirs, one day.

One day perhaps, but not yet anyway.

I remember wintry evenings, quizzes, Pet Shop Boys, Carpenters,

Shakespeare on audio tape, Bourbon maps in colour pencils,

A spur-of -moment class play called Kidnappers of Paris.

Toy guns, Tom Cruise, Glory.

On a whiteboard somewhere in my mind, there is a photo

Sweaters, glasses, medals.

Proud winners, bold winners, the future roaring in our ears

Like the sporting crowds near Hastings

On a blustery Saturday.

We could be anything we wanted but not what was to become

Not yet anyway.

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