Un-earthed Pathway to The Firmament

Sometimes the feeling is unknown and uncomfortable. Enveloped by all of your hidden anxieties. Your breathing starts to peak as your heart starts to pulsate. Hoping it alleviates some desperate ambition.

And then everything is ceased and you are left in a pit of your own despair.

Believe in me, to desire a wish so far fetched . So complex it trembles in the clear. Maybe , just maybe, there can be the translucent light that you once afeared.

The firmament unfolds your agonizing pathway, growing off your love and soul.

There he awaits. His impenetrable eyes and inscrutable countenance , gazing deep within what was once an adolescent being with zealous dreams.

Why now?

Denial can be, yet very naive. To think you have been placed in a conspiracy of spiritual enlightenment. Feeding off the nutrients of his dying love. Growing , but at the same time , utterly lifeless

How can one be ?