Trigger Warning

There’s always been a lot of my childhood that I can’t remember, as an adult I have to question why this is. Was my childhood wrought with such mundane things that those unworthy of imprinting have been completely discarded? Or is this the machinations of something darker? People do repress traumatic memories right? I have had instances where I have become suspect of these holes in my memories, and some things recently have given rise to those suspicions.

But I’ll elaborate on that a little later.

Drinking has always brought me to a heightened emotional state. It’s less…