The Traumatic Psychedelic Trip That Left Me With PTSD

A Cautionary Tale On The Fragility Of Mind And Exploring Altered States

Vincent Kavanagh
The Trip

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The plug was suddenly pulled on my consciousness. There was nothing: as if I were asleep, or dead.

When I came too, I found myself in a vast dark void. A vague green flicker of light danced in the far distance. A high pitched tone was the auditory backdrop of this strange realm.

I had no memory of how I got here, or the events which had led to this moment.

I tried to move my body.

I couldn’t.

“I must be asleep then” I thought.

So I tried to wake up.

I couldn’t.

The panic slowly began to creep in.

We often speak of ineffable experiences of pure bliss and oneness in psychedelic exploration; sometimes we forget the opposite is also a possibility.

Think of your mind like an elastic band; a pretty flexible one!

Going about your day-to-day, you are very unlikely to stretch it all that much. But when you take a psychoactive substance, you are stretching it in ways you might not be aware of… or ready for.

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Vincent Kavanagh
The Trip

Playing with words, concepts and stories helps to quell the chaos of my world... though I do it not in desperation! Rather to perform, play and learn.