In the depths
Published in
Jun 26, 2024
I know I will miss you when you pass
And that I will curse myself for not seeing you more
But even that can’t overcome my inability to be
Anything other than non caring
And disinterested in everything around me
Struggling even to write these words
IN moments where I have no more hope
I’m sorry if that makes me horrible or pathetic
I feel it
And now I have to stop writing
Because I’m tired
Sad
And my tears block my view
Maybe tomorrow I will reach out
I’m sorry I’m selfish with my energy
I love you