Destiny
Narrow road
Yeah
Have you ever wondered what is your destiny
You ever sat and thought to yourself
Destiny
How about that
What is truth
What am I meant to do in this life
Will I walk and talk with angels
Or will I sit with the sinners
How come it feels like there is no in between
Oh wait, the devil is playing tricks on me
Temptation is rampart
My thoughts are sporadic
Spiraling
A bit intrusive
God forgive me
But I’m asking
And wondering
About
My destiny
You see, I see something I’m supposed to do
A bit hard
Got lots of plans
Highway is narrow
Blessed are you
When others revile you
And persecute you
For your reward is great in heaven
Well, I haven’t been persecuted enough yet
I stub my toe and sit in agony for five minutes
Every little thing and I’m emotional
Is avoiding getting my hands covered in Cheetos
And waiting until midnight for a slice of pie, self-control
Listen, I apparently got a friend in Sweden
Well, he may be in Berlin now
He tells me he exercises more than me
I don’t doubt it
Have you seen me on the treadmill lately
A rare sight to behold
Also, why am I so soft
Can’t I run without a machine
He can do better spiritually
Maybe tone it down on the partying
The guy is amazing with a calculator
He analyzes stocks on a TI
Wonder if he can ever beat Soros
Hey, listen
I know I need to diet a bit more
Hit the gym
Every once and a while, I hit punching bags
Thought I was gonna be a boxer
You wanna see some pics
Because I want attention
Ever heard of Nostradamus
He was supposed to go to medical school
He flunked out
He spoke confidently and vaguely
Then everybody thought he was some sort of prophet
It is wild what people think just because you have a long neck
Actual prophets were treated much worse
Look at Jonah in the old testament
He thought he could hide from God
Bro, he is God
I can’t even hide these days from my boss
What is wrong with you
You think you were just gonna sit behind some chest
No wonder sailors thrown you out
Everybody is asking others to be so nice
Like Mother Teresa
Well, have you heard what this Albanian did to Kolkata
Look all I’m saying is people need to be more transparent
I sit and I wonder and my voices distract me
Voices of self-doubt
One time at church while everybody was praying
I was thinking about my frozen mountain dew in the car
What is wrong with me
Then later I told this priest in front of everyone
Hey, I was just being honest
I get easily distracted
But I’m a joke sometimes
Jokes like these are why nobody even talks to me
My friend Youssef is out here wondering what is up
So-called, because I expect him to maybe betray me
Maybe not
I still have to go do what I have to do
Why so many trust issues
People are weird
I saw some beautiful girls staring at me
But talking to a girl so I didn’t even wave I guess
I’m trying to keep things on the down low
But man, if this girl betrays me, look at all the cute ladies I could have known
Models with huge smiles
Well, maybe even super models at this point
Who cares
Don’t overthink and it will probably go great
Mind is going back to past memories
Decent memories
Man I was an awkward kid
Don’t even get me started about uni
Why do I focus on people
I’m too ignorant these days
Nowadays trusting people almost feels Russian roulette
Wasn’t I supposed to be Andrew the great
Andrew the Copt
What does that even mean
Copt seems nowadays how I identify myself
I’m a myth, a story, and a legend
You can tell by the fact that I’m typing on some couch
Rather than going out into the world and making a change
Destiny
What will that bring for me
