I Wish…

that I could disappear
and leave no trace behind
would you wonder, would you care,
or would you even mind?

I wish I hadn’t let you in
and kept the walls up strong
would it matter, would you notice,
or would you be long gone?

I wish my mind could be at peace
and stop drawing conclusions
but being in the dark so much
just leaves me with confusion.

I wish that you could truly say
if you feel the same as I
would you hurt me, would you love me,
or would it finally mean goodbye?