Love is not an emotion

It wakes up sweet little devil inside you

We try so hard to be what we want to be.

Is it true ?

I think “ NO”.

Most of us are only thinking hard about what we actually want to be. Thinking hard to avoid the pitfall of being what we are. It’s like reminding yourself every time that you are little less than you desire.

Love is a powerful thing. I won’t call it emotion. I am not saying this because I failed in love. I came to know this because no other thing is capable of bubbling so many emotions inside one person in a single moment of time. I was always careless about love. I never thought it is capable of corrupting me. I thought I was strong enough. I thought my love was different. Even though it was one sided I thought it won’t matter to me. I thought my reasons for love were different. I thought I was strong. I thought I was capable of unconditional love.

I tried to be strong. But slowly I started to fall.

First time in life I felt butterflies in my stomach. I felt Jealousy so strong. I felt anger. I loved her and at the same time hated her. I never knew I was capable of so many emotions at once. It was crushing my heart and boggling my mind. Love can sometimes wake up the sweet little devil inside you. Finally out of control I ran away from her but the memories I am sure are not going to leave me soon.

I am not saying love is bad but it is us who are actually weak. But for sure love is capable of both good and bad and controls us very strongly. It was a beautiful experience for me. It not only brings so many emotions of happiness, anger, sadness but also teaches you who you really are at core of your heart.To know yourself and what you are capable of one should fall in love at least once.