Chapter 4 — Ascension & recovering from adoption trauma

As I’ve already said in chapter 13, this won’t be for everyone, but for those who are open, I believe that this will help in some way by understanding something that is bigger than self.

The next 3 subchapters lay the basis of how a soul is fragmented, almost split in two as a result of separation from our birth mother.

Our mental anxieties and emotional imbalances should be referred to as soul fragmentationthe root cause is persistent negative mental thoughts created by an untrained and undisciplined mind. Mental Miasma such as thought or beliefs and obsessions that can be cleared through ancestral healing.

Soul Fragmentation

The more soul fragmented and damaged a person’s energetic body is operating (or not operating at all) the more distorted the thoughts and behaviours become.

These deviations are manifested as Addictions, perversions and a wide array of damaging personality disorders or Alternate Identities that can be well observed in the individual as destructive to the self and destructive to others.

NOTE: This is not a step by step guide to healing, but simply a journey to understanding by processing our plight as adoptees.

Make sure to take your time:

click through the underlined links and educate yourself.

Table of Contents

Chapter 1 here

  1. Ascension, also known as;
  2. The Law of One
  3. World Humanism
  4. Service to Others
  5. Human Rights

Chapter 2 here

  1. Trauma
  2. The Primal Wound
  3. Adoption Trauma

Chapter 3 here

  1. Narcissism
  2. Princess Code
  3. Black Madonna Network

Chapter 4 — NOW

  1. Religious Violence
  2. Bifurcation
  3. Point of Divergence

Coming Soon

Chapter 5

  1. Dark Night of the Soul
  2. False Parent
  3. The connection between Mother and child

Chapter 6

  1. DNA
  2. Social media
  3. Healing False Parent Patterns

Chapter 7


Additionally, when a living thing is tormented into feeling extreme pain or suffering, the mind and Soul can fracture into pieces, keeping those pieces trapped in phantom pockets that are controlled by that negative entity. This can happen at multiple dimensions of existence and stations of identity that are connected with the consciousness of that spiritual-energetic being. The more fragmented the being, the more disconnected and less evolved the consciousness becomes, until it sinks into the most primitive layers of existence.

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1. Religious Violence

One of the largest lies promoted to divide our race is the War over Gods promoted through Religious Violence. May we consider the source, origin and basis of Religious Violence and how violence and hate filled literature has impacted our culture, society and belief systems that transcend any and all Religion.

The relationship between Christianity and violence is the subject of controversy because one view is that Christianity should advocate peace, love and compassion while it is also viewed and proven as a violent religion. Peace, compassion and forgiveness of wrongs done by others are key elements of Christian teaching. However, throughout history, certain teachings from the Old Testament, the New Testament and Christian theology have been used to justify the use of force against heretics, sinners and external enemies.

A broader definition of violence that extends the meaning of the word to cover up “harm or damage” that has been perpetrated, not just physical violence per se. Thus, under this definition, Christian violence includes “forms of systemic violence such as poverty, racism, sexism” and of course adoption.

Consciousness Wiping is effective at creating programmable alters or Alternate Identities in other dimensions. These Alternates and Sub Personalities to take Control over the Body: In severe cases of mental splitting when the extreme pain drives that person into disassociation, at the moment the person disassociates from their body, the soul-psyche manifest coping mechanisms to survive. To disassociate from the painful trauma felt in the body, the soul and mind will split into sub personalities, or create alternate identities.

Through Religious Violence we are no longer free to create and evolve as per the original Blueprint of our intended creation, and we had no memory of what had happened to us. We were recycled through continual reincarnation into the Astral Plane with no memory of the past lives, who we really are, where we are going, or what our real relationship is to God and what humanities “purpose” actually is.

2. Bifurcation

Bifurcation means the splitting of a main body into two parts. In the mathematical study of change that occurs within a structure or space, bifurcation occurs when a parameter change causes the stability of an equilibrium (or fixed point in a field) to change. The comprehension of the mathematical change that is currently shifting the geometric value of frequency, which further, generates a bifurcation in the structure of time and space, is very relevant to us now. This is directly related to the forthcoming split occurring between timelines which govern our continued consciousness (energy) expression on the earth plane as it is moving into future time.

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An additional co-dimensional bifurcation is forced on to the adoptee soon after conception.

As a soul passes from life to life through through the In-between space into the Hara centre of the mother, their consciousnesses unite as one. Then soon after conception the baby becomes an individual consciousness again around 3 months. . .

The mother and Childs soul are one for at least 1–3 months after birth. This is why adoptees are so traumatised after being separated immediately after birth.

The bifurcation of the soul at separation causes massive on going spiritual and developmental issues which breaks the Force of Love that naturally aligns itself back into unity with the Zero Point Field, the unified heart of the Universe.

The absence of love, or hatred, is a disintegrating, separative and weakening force, which absorbs light and energy away from the central point of Oneness. The more absence of love, the more absence of living light, and as a result, darkness is manifested through the process of fragmentation into successive layers of density.

As soon the mother realises she has no support and is forced to give up her baby she and her baby simultaneously develop trauma at a cellular and spiritual level.

3. Point of Divergence

The lower the quality of overall energy, the more unstable and disconnected the personal and environmental experience on earth will become. The higher the quality of overall energy, the more stable and connected the personal and environmental experience on earth will become.

The point of Divergence sets off Primordial Imprints of Separation, the first level is shock, trauma and devastation; the second level is the lack of trust, lack of trust in spirit of course; number three is the betrayal and its polarity, abandonment, the two work together the betrayal and abandonment come in together so it’s listed as one. The next one is fear, the next one is cosmic rage of cosmic anger, the next one unworthiness, the next one is shame and guilt, apparently that’s the same vibration and the next one is feeling entrapped, so entrapment.

  1. Shock, Trauma and Devastation
  2. Lack of trust, Lack of trust in Spirit
  3. Betrayal and Abandonment
  4. Fear
  5. Cosmic Rage of Cosmic Anger
  6. Unworthiness
  7. Shame and Guilt
  8. Entrapment

The planetary collective energy field has many, many layers of intersection links which are building more access points into diagonal lines moving throughout inter-dimensional fields. These links make it possible to directly intersect into many different reality timelines, traveling in the past, present and future.That pressure of force being applied in the planetary energy field is resulting in accumulative intensity and extreme polarity amplification. When the extreme polarity of combined forces that exist together within a collective energy field reaches its apex, a split occurs. Any unnecessary forced separation results in trauma.

So in referencing Soul Fragmentation I believe adoptees suffer a horrific partial splitting of their soul at the time of separation from their mother before their consciousness has time to stabilise and diverge in a natural healthy way leaving the baby and its consciousness open to abuse, manipulation by people who require to project their own losses, needs and negative behaviours in a desperate attempt to feel whole in themselves.

When you realise that your deepest fears (and there can be so many of them!) did not happen anyway, and, even if they did… well, it really was not as bad as you may have once imagined it.

There really IS a divine plan for your life and what is happening to you in order to guide you there. Know that it is okay not to know or have the answers. The goal at this level is to stay present in the now moment, and to cast off fears of worry and anxiety about your future. Get more comfortable with uncertainty and external chaos in the world while intending to develop spiritual strength through building foundation, as you cultivate that impenetrable core of divine essence to show the way for you, as you are an example for others. Finally, know that your spiritual and real family is out there and you are connected.

Be still, be patient, be truthful to yourself. By facing the truth you must be prepared to lose everything to find out who you truly are and heal the broken connection to others.

Please note that this journey of healing WILL re-open old forgotten wounds and is not for the faint of heart.


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