PLEASE DISCONNECT ME

I’m addicted.

I’m addicted to the internet.

I’m addicted to my iPhone.

I love checking my emails, my text messages and my Instagram likes.

I get fomo, so I check every how’s everything going.

I want to be in control, I want to know.

I know it’s really a wrong thing to do, but I’m addicted to this stimulus.

Sometimes I’m really missing out on something, so I get gratified and this habit spreads it’s malicious roots even further.

Last year I shut down my mobile internet plan, to try and be more present in life.

I have no games on my iPhone, nothing that can really distract me.

I even turned off any kind of notifications, so I don’t get interrupted when I’m doing something.

As I told you before I deleted my Facebook profile too.

I used to check it almost every hour.

This made me turn into a wifi addict.

I gained superpowers.

When I’m walking around I can sense the presence of a free wifi.

I’m a pro in authenticating myself in.

I know that if a free wifi doesn’t let me login I have to type the ip address as an url and I’ll get redirected to the login page.

What I’m writing looks like a mental delirium.

It is.

But I’m having fun and laughing writing it.

But as I’m aware of this addiction I haven’t checked my phone during the last fifteen minutes.

However it was the first thing I did when I woke up.

My excuse is that I only have a fitness tracker and not a watch so I have to check my phone to know what time it is.

Have a great day, I’ll try to be disconnected :)