Being a Muslim Woman

a Poem.

“Crows” an Illustration by Saima Shamsi

Being a Muslim woman
there is no room for error;

there is only urgency

as the blaring of red and blue sirens 
seems to replace

the Trumpet of Gabriel.

The world is on fire

so I stand on the brink 
of today and tomorrow

to scatter yesterday’s ashes,
and give birth to hope.

The world spins,

so I make a life for myself
in the margin
in-between the spaces that overlap.

I balance myself 
on this tight-rope

hanging in mid-air,
anchored by nothing.

The world watches, 
holding its breath

as I walk the line.

Meanwhile,
The air that I breathe

is full of history
and the sooty residue

of bloated,
well-dressed men

giving birth to war.

So I set foot,
to find a new home

on the outskirts
just along a bridge

that borders where our worlds meet.

Until we face each other
and collide;

and inside of this 
cataclysm

is the energy;
the untapped reserve.

After our countless battles,
The dust settles
and we try to recover

to pick up the pieces,
to build anew.

I know all too well 
that when I close my eyes
the world will not disappear.

Are you aware 
that when you close your eyes
I will not fade away?

Or cease to exist

like a disembodied ghost,
a soul without a home

a trace of me
will always linger,

just as the eternal smoke 
of a world on fire

hesitates in the air

until the spinning of time
is stopped.

It may be my fate 
to keep the world awake

so no longer will I rest
as a sleeping landscape.

Because the skin I live in 
itches with urgency

as my voice reaches out,
and refuses to stay silent.

A Poem by: 
Saima Shamsi

Email: info@saimashamsi.com

Website: saimashamsi.com

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