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I Have A Thing For Female Jocks
My fantasy life is almost entirely centered around girl athletes.
It’s feminism but it’s also really not feminism because I end up totally objectifying my feminist athlete heroes and having my way with them in my fantasies. That’s because I have an unwholesome mind, and I apologize to all you great ladies of sports. I just have these thoughts — they don’t come from a place of disrespect. On the contrary, they come from lustful envy. I wish I could be as badass as you girls, and somehow if I had sex with you I fantasize that some of your badassery would infect me. Of course, I understand that you are real women with your own subjectivity and that you are not just objects of my desire. It is this very subjectivity that attracts me — and makes me want to objectify it, if that makes sense. What I’m trying to say is that you are my heroines! And my heroin, when I’m in bed by myself, feeling restless and horny.
Sporty Spice was my favorite and my first girl crush. And I had my way with her many times in my girl bedroom, like before I even knew what sex was. I would just touch myself when I was thinking about Sporty Spice and it would feel good.
I was a surfer and a pretty good basketball player on the high school freshman team. When I was about 15, I started masturbating to youtube videos of female…