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I Like To Be Watched
Is that weird?
There used to be a Craigslist “Casual Encounters” section, which, alas, got shut down. On there you could find guys who just wanted to watch you and your boyfriend have sex.
“Let’s do this,” I said to my boyfriend Jimmy.
“What, are you fuckin’ crazy?” he said. “Some creepy guy watching us have sex? No fuckin’ way.”
“We don’t have to have full sex,” I said. “I just want you to perform foreplay on me while someone watches.”
“You’re fuckin’ crazy,” he said to me. “Why would you want that?”
“Do you need to shame me about it?” I said, hurt. “It’s just a fantasy. Don’t you like fantasies to come true?”
“Yeah,” he said. “I wish I had a normal girlfriend. That’s a fantasy. Can you help me make that come true?”
Normal? Jimmy wasn’t too bright, I have to admit. He really believed there were normal people out there. As long as I’ve been alive, sorry, I have never met a normal person. We’re all freaks. And Jimmy, this guy who claimed he wanted a normal girlfriend — he was one of the freakiest.
Do you know he used to yell when he ejaculated? “I’m sorry! I’m so sorry.”
I never met a man who was sorry when he came. All the other men seemed really happy and came with a…
