James HawthorneAn updateRecently, a friend got talking to me, and it reminded me about this blog that I haven’t been updating. So, stuff been happening and stuff…Sep 12, 2019Sep 12, 2019
James HawthorneSuicidal feelingsI won’t deny, these past few weeks have been pretty hard. The last pills I was on, completely screwed my head to the point where I almost…Jun 17, 2019Jun 17, 2019
James HawthorneBad weekSince last week of Tuesday, I’ve been really down. I’ve forced myself on food, fasted from food, zoned out a lot, didn’t take care of…Jun 5, 2019Jun 5, 2019
James HawthorneGoalsI’ve been making goals and taking steps to try and improve myself. Like looking into hobbies that I can start enjoying away from the…May 25, 2019May 25, 2019
James HawthorneSome good newsI’ve found out that my GP have finally sent off the application to get some funding for my counselling session with Deaf4Deaf, two weeks…May 18, 2019May 18, 2019
James HawthorneAn updateSo I had two counselling sessions since my last update. There were some stuff that I didn’t realise, and it’s been eye opening.May 16, 2019May 16, 2019
James HawthorneGrowing upI never had a good time when I was growing up. I think my depression started when I was in high school. Some backstory, I was bullied in…May 9, 2019May 9, 2019
James HawthorneDepressionTo me, it’s like being stuck in the ocean. Part of me struggling to breathe outside of the ocean, while a major part of me are fine with…Apr 30, 2019Apr 30, 2019
James HawthorneHello. Uh, I’m James.Recently, I’ve been talking with a counsellor and it was mentioned that I should start blogging to help with my depression. I’m not really…Apr 25, 2019Apr 25, 2019